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Sunday, April 25, 2010
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
IM V V V VHAPPY TODAY! I SCREAMED AND LAUGHED SO LOUDLY DURING WORK TODAY AFTER I RECEIVED THE CALL FROM DAD! I GOT INTO NTU BUSINESS SCHHOOOOL!! (: (:
Im happy my hard work did pay off! AND YES! IM FINALLY ON THE RIGHT TRACK!
Yes im v v v shocked to receive the letter. I've nv expected ntu to accept me cause the cut off is like AAB or AAA or whatever lah. My grades were damn bad and i've no idea why they accepted me! I didnt go for any interview/ didnt appeal at all. When dad called me i thought he was playing a prank on me! THanks to the teachers and marie who helped me with my apprasial forms and me myself spending hours editting and typing the essays! I want to thank Mr Tong, school of thought tutor for inspiring me and thats why i managed to convinced them to accept me. For the admissions ntu essays i started talking about how i was inspired to be an entrepreneur and what big dreams i have in the future. And it worked! (:
Really want to thank the ppl who inspired me. Mainly Mr tong with his Singapore lecture. I was so inspired that day. Im happy to be one step nearer to my dreams! (:
YES IM STILL HAPPY ABOUT IT. (: (: I was still thinking of going to this NUS hostel camp! But now i think i dont have to. (:
Im still in the state of shock you know. I ran hm from tamp inter cause i was really excited and wanted to double check if NTU really accepted me. Haha.
Ohya. I callled some friends to tell them the happy news. But i didnt call/tell my friends cause i wanna show off or whatever okay! I truly wanna share my joy with u all. I think i was a little insensitive when i talked to gy! Sorry if i made u worried/ sad when i told u i got in. BUT GY, DONT WORRY LAH. We got the same grades! You confirm will get in too okay! Your tkd so qiang! Really hope to be in the same course as you! SO DONT WORRY! Its ur turn okay! U can call me and scream and shout( Like what i did) when u receive the letter k!
I need to be more sensitive and care more about other ppl's feelings? Hmm. shldnt hurt anyone indirectly when im happy.hmmm
Okay i was jealous. Actually i shldnt bother about this. But i was still jealous. Hate it when i feel jealous even though i know nth is wrong. ZZZ
Watching some nice show. Like a lot of the phrases they use in the show!
Bu guan hao tian, hua tian, hai shi xia yu tian, you kong de shi huo jiu qu hai bian! (:
The warrier with the lightsaber will light up the darkness for you. When will your warrier come?
Im happy my hard work did pay off! AND YES! IM FINALLY ON THE RIGHT TRACK!
Yes im v v v shocked to receive the letter. I've nv expected ntu to accept me cause the cut off is like AAB or AAA or whatever lah. My grades were damn bad and i've no idea why they accepted me! I didnt go for any interview/ didnt appeal at all. When dad called me i thought he was playing a prank on me! THanks to the teachers and marie who helped me with my apprasial forms and me myself spending hours editting and typing the essays! I want to thank Mr Tong, school of thought tutor for inspiring me and thats why i managed to convinced them to accept me. For the admissions ntu essays i started talking about how i was inspired to be an entrepreneur and what big dreams i have in the future. And it worked! (:
Really want to thank the ppl who inspired me. Mainly Mr tong with his Singapore lecture. I was so inspired that day. Im happy to be one step nearer to my dreams! (:
YES IM STILL HAPPY ABOUT IT. (: (: I was still thinking of going to this NUS hostel camp! But now i think i dont have to. (:
Im still in the state of shock you know. I ran hm from tamp inter cause i was really excited and wanted to double check if NTU really accepted me. Haha.
Ohya. I callled some friends to tell them the happy news. But i didnt call/tell my friends cause i wanna show off or whatever okay! I truly wanna share my joy with u all. I think i was a little insensitive when i talked to gy! Sorry if i made u worried/ sad when i told u i got in. BUT GY, DONT WORRY LAH. We got the same grades! You confirm will get in too okay! Your tkd so qiang! Really hope to be in the same course as you! SO DONT WORRY! Its ur turn okay! U can call me and scream and shout( Like what i did) when u receive the letter k!
I need to be more sensitive and care more about other ppl's feelings? Hmm. shldnt hurt anyone indirectly when im happy.hmmm
Okay i was jealous. Actually i shldnt bother about this. But i was still jealous. Hate it when i feel jealous even though i know nth is wrong. ZZZ
Watching some nice show. Like a lot of the phrases they use in the show!
Bu guan hao tian, hua tian, hai shi xia yu tian, you kong de shi huo jiu qu hai bian! (:
The warrier with the lightsaber will light up the darkness for you. When will your warrier come?
Thursday, April 15, 2010
They say opposites attract. It’s true that opposites attract but will it even work out?
I found the answer that day. No they won’t be able to. We are able to compromise and love each other’s differences but what about the people around them?
No matter how hard you try it is still not going to work out. It’s like trying to hide an inferior good in between the branded ones. It’s not going to work. I’ve never felt so uncomfortable/ felt so inferior before. I never had this kind of feeling before and sorry im not willing to feel so uncomfortable for something I know its not going to work out. Maybe it is still too soon to try?
Im not even ready or not even sure if I want it to be that way. Maybe give me more time to let me think if I want to work for it?
But at this point of time I can say that I don’t want to as my desire to make it happen is not strong enough. So can you please stop forcing and can you use some of your brains that I don’t want to? You know im bad at rejecting people so can you please don’t always do things your way? Can you put in more effort to know how I feel?
And if want to tell me something please tell me directly. I don’t really get hints or signals and I really don’t know how exactly you feel if you don’t tell me directly.
Zzz. I shouldn’t be thinking of redundant things like that. I have soo much things to think of and how can a simple issue of making friends be so complicated. I think I am quite stubborn. I won’t do things I don’t feel comfortable doing.
Alright today I was really sad. Something happened at home and I know I wont have enough money for university. At times Im really envious of people who are born in lovely families. Families that go out for family dinners. Family who are really close families who have sufficient financial ability to let their kids do what they want.
I have never gone to any country other than Malaysia with my whole family before. Im not as lucky as the other families that go for holidays together every year. Actually I don’t expect much, I don’t need to go overseas with my family but I just want to be a normal kid and not having to worry about my university fees.
Im sorry Im stupid. I tried very very hard for Alevels but I still couldn’t do well. I couldn’t get the grades I want, I couldn’t get any scholarship so I don’t have to worry about my university fees.
Im very angry with myself. I never knew this would happen. Spending money like a rich kid, not able to control my spending, going on holidays that I don’t deserve and most importantly being so stupid. If I was smarter, with all my effort I put in for Alevels, I will be able to get the scholarship I want.
I know I shouldn’t but im really envious of some people around me. Thinking of going overseas to study and not having to worry about money. Going overseas to study wasn’t even one of my options because I know I would not have the money to. I don’t even think I have enough money to go to a local uni and pay for the hostel fees.
I don’t understand why for everything I want I need to work harder than most of the people. I always tell myself tmrw will be better. Things will go my way if I tried hard enough. I keep trying harder and im tired already. Tired of ervything. I need a break. That’s why I want to go tioman/ bintan even though I need to start saving money. Sis was telling me, there is no point putting in so much effort to save money now. She thinks that the money I save now would not make a big difference when I grow up cause we will be earning so much more than what we are now.
Okay whatever it is I will still use my money to do the things I want and still save. And what I have to do is to give tuition although I really don’t want to touch those crap again. Zzz. In order to fulfil everything I want to do, I have to do smth I don’t feel like doing.
Yes so now im teaching H2 maths and Econs. If you need help or know or anybody who needs tuition, give me a call!
Im still loving life now though many many things happened cause I’ve lovely people around me. (: Little little things make me happy! I feel happy to meet friends I haven seen for v long for breakfast. I feel very happy to go cycling alone. Im soooo looking forward to chalet/ bbq/ wild wild wet w all my lovely girls. And meeting best friend for movie and dim sum! (:
I haven watched tv for 100000million years already. I miss lying in front of the tv w junk food for the whole day. Okay next off day after duathlon I should laze around again!
Okay ystd during training I was v v disappointed . I don’t go for trainings often cause I don’t have time to and Shirley is starting school already. I really need to find someone as passionate about muaythai as me to go trainings with me. But I can’t seem to find anybody. ): So im going to invest in a punching bag so I can train everyday myself. But still, I would prefer someone to train with me. Any kind soul wanna train with me after Shirley starts school? ):
I had jap food and waffles today! YAY! I had 2 choc waffles, 2 sushi, tofu, chicken today for lunch cum dinner. Haha. Yes I know that’s a lot.
Now im thinking of going to bintan/tioman w mich and pris! (: Lying around the beach, doing water sports, going for morning jogs, reading a book/listening to mp3 near the sea, star glazing at night and many many more!! Im so excited now lah! Im happy to go Changi beach myself to chill, cannot imagine how much fun It will be to go bintan/tioman. Okay mich please do a good job planning! (:
Okay end of post. Wow if u managed to read till this part, you really do love me. Hahaha. It’s a long and boring post I know. 3 cheers to all those who managed to finish reading this post!
I found the answer that day. No they won’t be able to. We are able to compromise and love each other’s differences but what about the people around them?
No matter how hard you try it is still not going to work out. It’s like trying to hide an inferior good in between the branded ones. It’s not going to work. I’ve never felt so uncomfortable/ felt so inferior before. I never had this kind of feeling before and sorry im not willing to feel so uncomfortable for something I know its not going to work out. Maybe it is still too soon to try?
Im not even ready or not even sure if I want it to be that way. Maybe give me more time to let me think if I want to work for it?
But at this point of time I can say that I don’t want to as my desire to make it happen is not strong enough. So can you please stop forcing and can you use some of your brains that I don’t want to? You know im bad at rejecting people so can you please don’t always do things your way? Can you put in more effort to know how I feel?
And if want to tell me something please tell me directly. I don’t really get hints or signals and I really don’t know how exactly you feel if you don’t tell me directly.
Zzz. I shouldn’t be thinking of redundant things like that. I have soo much things to think of and how can a simple issue of making friends be so complicated. I think I am quite stubborn. I won’t do things I don’t feel comfortable doing.
Alright today I was really sad. Something happened at home and I know I wont have enough money for university. At times Im really envious of people who are born in lovely families. Families that go out for family dinners. Family who are really close families who have sufficient financial ability to let their kids do what they want.
I have never gone to any country other than Malaysia with my whole family before. Im not as lucky as the other families that go for holidays together every year. Actually I don’t expect much, I don’t need to go overseas with my family but I just want to be a normal kid and not having to worry about my university fees.
Im sorry Im stupid. I tried very very hard for Alevels but I still couldn’t do well. I couldn’t get the grades I want, I couldn’t get any scholarship so I don’t have to worry about my university fees.
Im very angry with myself. I never knew this would happen. Spending money like a rich kid, not able to control my spending, going on holidays that I don’t deserve and most importantly being so stupid. If I was smarter, with all my effort I put in for Alevels, I will be able to get the scholarship I want.
I know I shouldn’t but im really envious of some people around me. Thinking of going overseas to study and not having to worry about money. Going overseas to study wasn’t even one of my options because I know I would not have the money to. I don’t even think I have enough money to go to a local uni and pay for the hostel fees.
I don’t understand why for everything I want I need to work harder than most of the people. I always tell myself tmrw will be better. Things will go my way if I tried hard enough. I keep trying harder and im tired already. Tired of ervything. I need a break. That’s why I want to go tioman/ bintan even though I need to start saving money. Sis was telling me, there is no point putting in so much effort to save money now. She thinks that the money I save now would not make a big difference when I grow up cause we will be earning so much more than what we are now.
Okay whatever it is I will still use my money to do the things I want and still save. And what I have to do is to give tuition although I really don’t want to touch those crap again. Zzz. In order to fulfil everything I want to do, I have to do smth I don’t feel like doing.
Yes so now im teaching H2 maths and Econs. If you need help or know or anybody who needs tuition, give me a call!
Im still loving life now though many many things happened cause I’ve lovely people around me. (: Little little things make me happy! I feel happy to meet friends I haven seen for v long for breakfast. I feel very happy to go cycling alone. Im soooo looking forward to chalet/ bbq/ wild wild wet w all my lovely girls. And meeting best friend for movie and dim sum! (:
I haven watched tv for 100000million years already. I miss lying in front of the tv w junk food for the whole day. Okay next off day after duathlon I should laze around again!
Okay ystd during training I was v v disappointed . I don’t go for trainings often cause I don’t have time to and Shirley is starting school already. I really need to find someone as passionate about muaythai as me to go trainings with me. But I can’t seem to find anybody. ): So im going to invest in a punching bag so I can train everyday myself. But still, I would prefer someone to train with me. Any kind soul wanna train with me after Shirley starts school? ):
I had jap food and waffles today! YAY! I had 2 choc waffles, 2 sushi, tofu, chicken today for lunch cum dinner. Haha. Yes I know that’s a lot.
Now im thinking of going to bintan/tioman w mich and pris! (: Lying around the beach, doing water sports, going for morning jogs, reading a book/listening to mp3 near the sea, star glazing at night and many many more!! Im so excited now lah! Im happy to go Changi beach myself to chill, cannot imagine how much fun It will be to go bintan/tioman. Okay mich please do a good job planning! (:
Okay end of post. Wow if u managed to read till this part, you really do love me. Hahaha. It’s a long and boring post I know. 3 cheers to all those who managed to finish reading this post!
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Im stucked. I dont want to but i have to. When u need to lead your friends, its really hard. I can only help so much and i need to draw the line and be stern. I am sorry but i just want the club to do well okay. JIAYOU! and i will still be here to support no matter what.
Cleared my clothes for the flea market. Haha. I WAS LAUGHING OUT LOUD AT my lousy taste. NO WONDER EVEN MUMMY SAYS MY TASTE SUCKS. Now i agree. The clothes i bought are all dman frigging funny. LOL.
Okay cleared out the unwanted stuffs, cleared out all my school teeshirts, my cupboard is half full loh. I still can buy clothes pleasssse. HAHA I realise im a crazy shopaholic. Working also can shop. I wanna buy 2 dresses, 3 tops from NafNaf( the brand im working under! hahaha) Someone save me please. I think i need a frigging rich husband in the future. Haha. No matter how rich, he confirm cannot make credit card for me. BUT RIGHT, I DONT KNOW WHERE ALL MY $$ GO LOH. I REALLY REALLY DONT HAVE A LOT OF CLOTHES LEH. haha
Im sending some stuffs to salvation army. Haha. I feel so guilty wasting resources/
I got millions of bags though. Haha. THANKS TO MY SELFCONTROL AND CONSTANT REMINDER OF HOW MUCH I HAVE LEFT IN MY BANK, I didnt buy the mango bag today. Although it was on 25% discount, i CONTROLLEDDDD. 3 cheers for me! Haha. SO rpoud of myself. But actually, why i managed to control is because syirah told me i shld save money and buy a better bag. Haha. SO IN MY MIND I THOUGHT OF MY COACH WALLET. haha. 7 times the price of the Mango bag? YES ALL MY HARD EARNED MONEY. lol K lah. I wanna enjoy life now k. Shopping is so tempting.
I started reading the book i got for christmas. Like the flowing river. I didnt notice the message marie wrote in front. (:
Okay started reading it and i was afraid it was a religious book. K no comments to religion but gy assured me its just the writer's life journal and so i continued reading. its really a nice book. Some parts i really like it. Im gonna type it out or write it out in my notebook. SOme parts i dont get the hidden meaning, shall ask gy someday.
Im thinking of buying/ borrowing his other books. Yupp. I rarely read books. The only books i like to read are those war-period-life-stories, those v v v sad stories that will keep crying one or motivational books! Yupp this book is one of the few books i really appreciate and enjoy. Which is a good thing!
IM CRAVING FRO GOOD FOOD PPL. HAVEN EATEN GOOD FOOD FOR SOOO LONG. OKAY TMRW GOING ROYAL's CAFE! (: Semi-good food. Haha.
Im really craving for pasta-de-waraku. Shall persuade gerald to eat that on tues!
K 4 hrs on tues. 2 hours on sunday in the morning. JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!
I know i've disappoint u. Im sorry to become the burden. Im sorry i didnt do well to get any scholarship. Im sorry im not as smart as sis.
Cleared my clothes for the flea market. Haha. I WAS LAUGHING OUT LOUD AT my lousy taste. NO WONDER EVEN MUMMY SAYS MY TASTE SUCKS. Now i agree. The clothes i bought are all dman frigging funny. LOL.
Okay cleared out the unwanted stuffs, cleared out all my school teeshirts, my cupboard is half full loh. I still can buy clothes pleasssse. HAHA I realise im a crazy shopaholic. Working also can shop. I wanna buy 2 dresses, 3 tops from NafNaf( the brand im working under! hahaha) Someone save me please. I think i need a frigging rich husband in the future. Haha. No matter how rich, he confirm cannot make credit card for me. BUT RIGHT, I DONT KNOW WHERE ALL MY $$ GO LOH. I REALLY REALLY DONT HAVE A LOT OF CLOTHES LEH. haha
Im sending some stuffs to salvation army. Haha. I feel so guilty wasting resources/
I got millions of bags though. Haha. THANKS TO MY SELFCONTROL AND CONSTANT REMINDER OF HOW MUCH I HAVE LEFT IN MY BANK, I didnt buy the mango bag today. Although it was on 25% discount, i CONTROLLEDDDD. 3 cheers for me! Haha. SO rpoud of myself. But actually, why i managed to control is because syirah told me i shld save money and buy a better bag. Haha. SO IN MY MIND I THOUGHT OF MY COACH WALLET. haha. 7 times the price of the Mango bag? YES ALL MY HARD EARNED MONEY. lol K lah. I wanna enjoy life now k. Shopping is so tempting.
I started reading the book i got for christmas. Like the flowing river. I didnt notice the message marie wrote in front. (:
Okay started reading it and i was afraid it was a religious book. K no comments to religion but gy assured me its just the writer's life journal and so i continued reading. its really a nice book. Some parts i really like it. Im gonna type it out or write it out in my notebook. SOme parts i dont get the hidden meaning, shall ask gy someday.
Im thinking of buying/ borrowing his other books. Yupp. I rarely read books. The only books i like to read are those war-period-life-stories, those v v v sad stories that will keep crying one or motivational books! Yupp this book is one of the few books i really appreciate and enjoy. Which is a good thing!
IM CRAVING FRO GOOD FOOD PPL. HAVEN EATEN GOOD FOOD FOR SOOO LONG. OKAY TMRW GOING ROYAL's CAFE! (: Semi-good food. Haha.
Im really craving for pasta-de-waraku. Shall persuade gerald to eat that on tues!
K 4 hrs on tues. 2 hours on sunday in the morning. JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!
I know i've disappoint u. Im sorry to become the burden. Im sorry i didnt do well to get any scholarship. Im sorry im not as smart as sis.
Frankly speaking, i feeel scared about meeting them. Sigh. Eversince i joined RE and stayed there for some time, i started to detest and dread making new friends. Many things happened. People just come and go. You will realise their true colours after some time and finding out soo much and knowing all the scary human nature in a short period of 2 mths made me a coward. YES im sorry i know i will have to face all these when i grow up and go into the working world. But not now please? Im not ready for all that.
Sigh. Okay back to main topic. Actually i haven been looking forward to it. Haven got any good impression of the people from that sch. So yes i know im friendly. But to correct that previous sentence, I used to be friendly and able to make friends easily. I love making friends and communicating with people. But but NOT NOW. Close friends would know that im a cliquey person. So when i form my own clique, i would not bother to expand my clique. I just wanna stay in my comfort zone and stay with people who already understand me and love me.
So yes im not a bit looking forward to it. Maybe im just scared. I dont like people to join my clique and so i fear joining people's clique. K im still in the v childish mindset. But its true. I tend to form v strong emotional bonding with people i know. So its hard to form so many strong bonds at the same time. I think i have more than sufficient friends and i dont even have time for all of them. So so i really dont need/like to make more at this point of time.
Maybe im just tired of making friends. thanks to all the effort i put in to make friends in RE and most of them turn out to be really screwed up( in my opinion). Yes im sorrry to say this. and maybe i just dont like to feel left out?
Whatever it is. I shall handle all that when the time comes.
Sigh. Okay back to main topic. Actually i haven been looking forward to it. Haven got any good impression of the people from that sch. So yes i know im friendly. But to correct that previous sentence, I used to be friendly and able to make friends easily. I love making friends and communicating with people. But but NOT NOW. Close friends would know that im a cliquey person. So when i form my own clique, i would not bother to expand my clique. I just wanna stay in my comfort zone and stay with people who already understand me and love me.
So yes im not a bit looking forward to it. Maybe im just scared. I dont like people to join my clique and so i fear joining people's clique. K im still in the v childish mindset. But its true. I tend to form v strong emotional bonding with people i know. So its hard to form so many strong bonds at the same time. I think i have more than sufficient friends and i dont even have time for all of them. So so i really dont need/like to make more at this point of time.
Maybe im just tired of making friends. thanks to all the effort i put in to make friends in RE and most of them turn out to be really screwed up( in my opinion). Yes im sorrry to say this. and maybe i just dont like to feel left out?
Whatever it is. I shall handle all that when the time comes.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Normally when it happens, i feel v v v v happy. Finally gotten back. But this time i didnt feel happy or i had no emotions at all. Means i really moved on with it. 3 cheers to me! (:
IM EXCITED ABOUT NEXT WEEK! Life is good. VERY GOOD! (:
Im happy cause im meeting up with lovely people! (:
Monday- WITH BESTIES!! (: (: Baz is back! 3208 clique outing! (: (: (: The last time was CNY loh!!
Tuesday- Breakfast with Mich and Pris! (: (: (: FINALLY!! I MISS YOU GIRLS! Going Changi beach again! (: Then going to meet xiu for MOVIE!!
Wed- Muaythai!
Sunday- Moviesss( we are watching more than 1 movie! haha) and DIM SUM BUFFET WITH BEST FRIEND!! HAVEN MET HER FOR AGESSS! (: Going to spend one whole day tgt
But i still miss my CHOCOLATE WAFFLES AND JAP FOOD. Hello friends, ask me out for jap food pleassssseeeeee. U know how tempting it is cause i walk pass the jap food shop everyday!!! ):
Yes i've been feeling v v v v sleepy lately. Cant sleep early cause i've 1000000000million things to do. Yes i got 5 friends bday coming up! 3 of them are my BFF! haha. So i got 5 cards to make. 5 presents to buy/make. And i gonna write that report to help my juniors. I need to cycle and train. I need to watch muaythai clips.
AND im eating a lot lately. Hello please dont discriminate/ laugh at me if i gain weight. Haha.
I ate nuggets, sausage mcmuffin burger, fries, noodles, 3 subway cookie, 1 brownie and seaweed chips today. ZZZZ. But i satisfied almost all my cravings. Which is a good thing! (:
Now left w dim sums and jap food and choc waffles cravings!
Okay going to continue w my card making process. AND YA IM LOOKING FORWARD TO THE CHALET! (: (:
IM EXCITED ABOUT NEXT WEEK! Life is good. VERY GOOD! (:
Im happy cause im meeting up with lovely people! (:
Monday- WITH BESTIES!! (: (: Baz is back! 3208 clique outing! (: (: (: The last time was CNY loh!!
Tuesday- Breakfast with Mich and Pris! (: (: (: FINALLY!! I MISS YOU GIRLS! Going Changi beach again! (: Then going to meet xiu for MOVIE!!
Wed- Muaythai!
Sunday- Moviesss( we are watching more than 1 movie! haha) and DIM SUM BUFFET WITH BEST FRIEND!! HAVEN MET HER FOR AGESSS! (: Going to spend one whole day tgt
But i still miss my CHOCOLATE WAFFLES AND JAP FOOD. Hello friends, ask me out for jap food pleassssseeeeee. U know how tempting it is cause i walk pass the jap food shop everyday!!! ):
Yes i've been feeling v v v v sleepy lately. Cant sleep early cause i've 1000000000million things to do. Yes i got 5 friends bday coming up! 3 of them are my BFF! haha. So i got 5 cards to make. 5 presents to buy/make. And i gonna write that report to help my juniors. I need to cycle and train. I need to watch muaythai clips.
AND im eating a lot lately. Hello please dont discriminate/ laugh at me if i gain weight. Haha.
I ate nuggets, sausage mcmuffin burger, fries, noodles, 3 subway cookie, 1 brownie and seaweed chips today. ZZZZ. But i satisfied almost all my cravings. Which is a good thing! (:
Now left w dim sums and jap food and choc waffles cravings!
Okay going to continue w my card making process. AND YA IM LOOKING FORWARD TO THE CHALET! (: (:
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Ya im sorry.
I know im a hot and cold person. I did it on purpose. sorry. ): I just dont have enough confidence okay.
I know because of what im doing u are confused. Sometimes i will say things on purpose to act as if i dont care about u but actually i do.
So so so please dont ignore me cause of it okay. And sorry for making u confused. I just dont know how to express myself well.
I know im a hot and cold person. I did it on purpose. sorry. ): I just dont have enough confidence okay.
I know because of what im doing u are confused. Sometimes i will say things on purpose to act as if i dont care about u but actually i do.
So so so please dont ignore me cause of it okay. And sorry for making u confused. I just dont know how to express myself well.
): ): ): ): ):
Screwed my SMU interview. Sigh. Okay lah. Didnt totally screw it but it wasnt my best performance i guess.
Okay i got this bad feeling that i will end up in NUS fass. Really really cannot imagine doing a degree in Arts. ): And if i dont do well in the first yr, i will end up not doing econs. AND SO WHAT CAN I DO? ): GEOG?!
Whatever. Shall not think about it.
Why am i further and further away from my dreams? ):
Okay the day started off well today and ended in a bad way.
Woke up late. Overslept. Didnt go to meet yan-ning and ash for the meeting. zzz
Did proposal till quite late. Couldnt wake up on time. zzz
My mother was complaining why i step down already still got cca stuffs to do. Aiya. But i just bu fang xin leave it to them ma. We worked hard for 2 years to improve the club. then step down already cant bear to see it fall back to its original place.
I need to meet them soon. But i need time.
Went to cycle today! CYCLED TO CHANGI BEACH! Yes changi beach is my fav place noww! (: Ya i cycled alone! Easier bah. Can cycle at my own pace. Cycled to changi beach and back. And went to try the duahtlon route. Yupp sort of know the route now. Shall go train this sat/sun before work and next week. Yupp i dont want to disappoint myself and i will have to jiayou! (:
my life is soo messsy now cause i dont have time. Not enough time to train for muaythai, not enough time to train for duathlon, not enough time to meet all my friends, not enough time to lie down at changi beach w my mp3, not enough time to visit my ah ma, not enough time to watch tv, not enough time to watch movies): I WANT TO WATCH MOVIE. So many movies i want to watch. but no time and no one to watch w. zzz
I have been exercising a lot recently. a good thing but im eating a lot too! zzz. Monday i went to the gym!! Tues night run. Wed muaythai. today cycling! Im doing a variety of exercises! Haha.
But but but im eating like a pig. Seriously! I ate 1 custard puff, 1 tuna puff, 1 mosburger fries, 1 ham bread, 1 egg bread, ribena, 2 cans of 100plus on wed! Yupp i ate all of them in one day! CRAZY HOR. Yes i know my tummy is growing. But how can i resist food!
Okay im making a bday card now. NEED MATERIALS! Need to go buy next week.
Im so sleepy but if i dont try to start doing the card now i will have no time!!!
Screwed my SMU interview. Sigh. Okay lah. Didnt totally screw it but it wasnt my best performance i guess.
Okay i got this bad feeling that i will end up in NUS fass. Really really cannot imagine doing a degree in Arts. ): And if i dont do well in the first yr, i will end up not doing econs. AND SO WHAT CAN I DO? ): GEOG?!
Whatever. Shall not think about it.
Why am i further and further away from my dreams? ):
Okay the day started off well today and ended in a bad way.
Woke up late. Overslept. Didnt go to meet yan-ning and ash for the meeting. zzz
Did proposal till quite late. Couldnt wake up on time. zzz
My mother was complaining why i step down already still got cca stuffs to do. Aiya. But i just bu fang xin leave it to them ma. We worked hard for 2 years to improve the club. then step down already cant bear to see it fall back to its original place.
I need to meet them soon. But i need time.
Went to cycle today! CYCLED TO CHANGI BEACH! Yes changi beach is my fav place noww! (: Ya i cycled alone! Easier bah. Can cycle at my own pace. Cycled to changi beach and back. And went to try the duahtlon route. Yupp sort of know the route now. Shall go train this sat/sun before work and next week. Yupp i dont want to disappoint myself and i will have to jiayou! (:
my life is soo messsy now cause i dont have time. Not enough time to train for muaythai, not enough time to train for duathlon, not enough time to meet all my friends, not enough time to lie down at changi beach w my mp3, not enough time to visit my ah ma, not enough time to watch tv, not enough time to watch movies): I WANT TO WATCH MOVIE. So many movies i want to watch. but no time and no one to watch w. zzz
I have been exercising a lot recently. a good thing but im eating a lot too! zzz. Monday i went to the gym!! Tues night run. Wed muaythai. today cycling! Im doing a variety of exercises! Haha.
But but but im eating like a pig. Seriously! I ate 1 custard puff, 1 tuna puff, 1 mosburger fries, 1 ham bread, 1 egg bread, ribena, 2 cans of 100plus on wed! Yupp i ate all of them in one day! CRAZY HOR. Yes i know my tummy is growing. But how can i resist food!
Okay im making a bday card now. NEED MATERIALS! Need to go buy next week.
Im so sleepy but if i dont try to start doing the card now i will have no time!!!
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
HELLO! Haven been bloggin recently! Busy w lots of stuffs! Work is really good! (: Nv enjoyed work sooo much before. The ppl there rocks lah. Although many of them not that educated, their characters are 10000times better than those from my previous workplace. Other than Pris, mich, fiona, shirley, rachel, johnnie, my mentor and team,ben, danny, the rest of the ppl really sucks big time. 0.0 Nv seen so much screwed up ppl gather tgt before.
Okay back to main topic. I know manny ppl say im stupid for accepting a retail offer. shld just wait for office work. BUT BUT im loving my job. (:
Im earning more than i did in RE. Im enjoying my work so much. Im learning a lot here too. I love the ppl here. simple and nice. (:
Im doing things i would nv have done if im not here. I was telling my mummy and xiu that im learning to be independent and to be a housewife! Haha. I started folding clothes properly, sweeping the floor, wiping the mirrors, cleaning of marker stains and many many otther stuffs. You might be thinking, why alevel grad will wanna do smth like that. But im really enjoying. Which is a good thing. I would rather smile and sweep the floor than sit down in that screwed up place w screwed up ppl doing paperwork. (:
I can shop when i work too! haha. Okay yes i know i shld stop buying. 40% discount leh. Its frigging tempting you know!
Okay but nowadays im spending v v v little time on muaythai and im v disappointed. Really have no time): Uni stuffs, work and friends. The only thing i can do to make up for it is watch videos to make me crave lesser for muaythai trainings. zzzz
Met up w gy and gerald ystd. Long time nv meet them alr. Had pepper lunch and CHEESECAKE! Pepper lunch not that nice. zzz. The cheesecake was disappointing too. Hate the crust. I MISS IKEA CHEESECAKE! MEL AND PEARLYN NEO. WHEN WHEN WHEN WHEN ARE WE MEEEEEETING UP!!!!!?!!!? Pearlyn! Where is our 1 week eat 2 times gd food promise! haha Although i dont want to gain weight, i still wanna meet u!!!
Haven meet my 2 lovely girls for soooo long toooo. MICH AND PRIS!!! All the presents i've bought from taiwan for both of u rottiing at hm already! The pineapple tarts spoilt already. ): ): Wanted to bring for both of u! ): OKAY I DONT CARE MUST MEET UP SOON. (:
Okay i just went running w my brothhherr. haha. My sister on odd days? brother on even. lol. 10plus at night meet cause he wanna watch tv. Had a gd run! Not as good as that day ccause both of us v tired. I went to the gym ystd and he played bball today i think. But we did have a gd talk! haha. Thank you! (: Lets run again! Really need to run cause gy says thats the only way to remove my tummy fats. zzzz
Okay next next week will be really busy.. Got 2 bday cards i need to make! Shall start planning now!!
Im becoming v clumsy! Hurt my hands at the gym ystd. Not because of the equipments, just had a deep cut while putting my bag into the locker. zzz. Today after work, while changing into slippers i knocked onto the sharp part of the door. That day had paper cut from arranging paper bags. ZZZZ
Okay i shall sleep. Work tmrw at 10am!!
Choc waffles, i miss you! Haha.
Okay back to main topic. I know manny ppl say im stupid for accepting a retail offer. shld just wait for office work. BUT BUT im loving my job. (:
Im earning more than i did in RE. Im enjoying my work so much. Im learning a lot here too. I love the ppl here. simple and nice. (:
Im doing things i would nv have done if im not here. I was telling my mummy and xiu that im learning to be independent and to be a housewife! Haha. I started folding clothes properly, sweeping the floor, wiping the mirrors, cleaning of marker stains and many many otther stuffs. You might be thinking, why alevel grad will wanna do smth like that. But im really enjoying. Which is a good thing. I would rather smile and sweep the floor than sit down in that screwed up place w screwed up ppl doing paperwork. (:
I can shop when i work too! haha. Okay yes i know i shld stop buying. 40% discount leh. Its frigging tempting you know!
Okay but nowadays im spending v v v little time on muaythai and im v disappointed. Really have no time): Uni stuffs, work and friends. The only thing i can do to make up for it is watch videos to make me crave lesser for muaythai trainings. zzzz
Met up w gy and gerald ystd. Long time nv meet them alr. Had pepper lunch and CHEESECAKE! Pepper lunch not that nice. zzz. The cheesecake was disappointing too. Hate the crust. I MISS IKEA CHEESECAKE! MEL AND PEARLYN NEO. WHEN WHEN WHEN WHEN ARE WE MEEEEEETING UP!!!!!?!!!? Pearlyn! Where is our 1 week eat 2 times gd food promise! haha Although i dont want to gain weight, i still wanna meet u!!!
Haven meet my 2 lovely girls for soooo long toooo. MICH AND PRIS!!! All the presents i've bought from taiwan for both of u rottiing at hm already! The pineapple tarts spoilt already. ): ): Wanted to bring for both of u! ): OKAY I DONT CARE MUST MEET UP SOON. (:
Okay i just went running w my brothhherr. haha. My sister on odd days? brother on even. lol. 10plus at night meet cause he wanna watch tv. Had a gd run! Not as good as that day ccause both of us v tired. I went to the gym ystd and he played bball today i think. But we did have a gd talk! haha. Thank you! (: Lets run again! Really need to run cause gy says thats the only way to remove my tummy fats. zzzz
Okay next next week will be really busy.. Got 2 bday cards i need to make! Shall start planning now!!
Im becoming v clumsy! Hurt my hands at the gym ystd. Not because of the equipments, just had a deep cut while putting my bag into the locker. zzz. Today after work, while changing into slippers i knocked onto the sharp part of the door. That day had paper cut from arranging paper bags. ZZZZ
Okay i shall sleep. Work tmrw at 10am!!
Choc waffles, i miss you! Haha.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
YES HOW CAN MY SKIN BE PEELING AGAIN! ): Hate it when my skin peel cause of sun burnt. Really lloook like skin disease pleasssseeee. ):
HELLO IM CRAVING FOR CHOC WAFFLES EVEN THOUGH I HAD IT YSTD AND GOING TO HAVE IT TMRW. haha. Love choc waffles man. haha
Okay im contemplating about accepting this job offer. Yeah. retail job. Can learn quite a lot but im scared i will feel v tired standing for the whole day. The pay is not bad and the boss willing to compromise my muay thai training schedule. which is a good thing. Plus weekdays i get 2 days rest but have to work during weekends. I like to work during weekends cause got no nice tv shhows during weekends too. haha. Plus plus the boss is willing to teach me a lot! Even letting me try ordering of stocks!
Okay friends i know i shld accept this offer cause i know i will learn a lot. But during these 3mths im sure i will complain and regret like no one's business, so friends please endure w my complaints and motivate me okay! Haha. If i cant even commit for 3 mths now, next time grow up how to find job! lol
But if i accept this job, might have problems meeting up w my friends alrd! Lance's outing, meeting w van, meeting w pris, meeting w melis and pearl and dinner w ger and gy and many others. all of these might have to change or reschdule or cancelled cause of my work. ): SEE LA. TELL U ALL TO ASK ME OUT EARLY U ALL DONT WANT. Now i got a job already, and its retail, so quite hard to go out already. ):
But i need money too. I need to buy a camera, a laptop, need a damn cool muaythai gloves! haha, pay for my muaythai fees,and topshop/miss selfridge/dorothy perkins new collection is frigging tempting, i need to go bintan, Need to learn proper swimming and diving, need to learn kayak one starr, need to go tioman cause its frigging pretty, need to buy an oven and continue learning baking!( SOrry friends u all have to suffer! have to eat all the stuffs i baked! haha), need to eat dim sum buffet every week( Haha!), need to watch all the nice hk movies! list goes on! I NEED MONEEEYYYYY!!
I need to start saving up too. If i get into ntu/ nus then i will stay in the hostel. and if i refuse to paint banners or whatever to make myself happening in the hostel, i will have to move out during yr 2. so i will need moneey to learn bike and buy one so i can drive to sch. Heard from ben he spent around 900bucks learning. and one bike cost a few k? Need to start saving up!!
idiot ali tried to trick me again! I got tricked last yr by her lah. I was so worried about her! haha. She told me she was pregnant last yr and i believed her!!! I started panicking and went online to check about underage pregnacy and abortion! haha. Then i started to imagine myself bringing her to the doc!! This year she tried to trick me again! Lucky ashlyn remind me its april's fool just now! hahaha. TOO BAD ALI! TRY AGAIN NEXT YEAR! lol
Okay im thinking about whether to accept the offer a not. :/ During my day offs i will have to train for duathlon and muaythai. Will i be too tired to? zzz
Okay im sleeping soon. going to cycle tmrw!
Oh one last thought, mel told me my blog v nice to read. I got a shock. my blog is full of words and random rubbish about my life. Sometimes i feel bored typing about my life too. haha. its frigging wordy lah. Only stalkers/ my vv close friends who <3 me/ really really bored ppl will read my blog. Which catergory do u think u fall under? hmmm
OH YA AND SUBWAY's NEW BROWNIE IS DAMN NICE! LOVE IT! Love subway! Its cookies and brownies rocks! Im going to buy another one tmrw!
YAY! TRAINING TMRW AND JAP FOOD AGAIN! CHOC WAFFLES! (: Hope shirley brings her phone tmrw. haha
HELLO IM CRAVING FOR CHOC WAFFLES EVEN THOUGH I HAD IT YSTD AND GOING TO HAVE IT TMRW. haha. Love choc waffles man. haha
Okay im contemplating about accepting this job offer. Yeah. retail job. Can learn quite a lot but im scared i will feel v tired standing for the whole day. The pay is not bad and the boss willing to compromise my muay thai training schedule. which is a good thing. Plus weekdays i get 2 days rest but have to work during weekends. I like to work during weekends cause got no nice tv shhows during weekends too. haha. Plus plus the boss is willing to teach me a lot! Even letting me try ordering of stocks!
Okay friends i know i shld accept this offer cause i know i will learn a lot. But during these 3mths im sure i will complain and regret like no one's business, so friends please endure w my complaints and motivate me okay! Haha. If i cant even commit for 3 mths now, next time grow up how to find job! lol
But if i accept this job, might have problems meeting up w my friends alrd! Lance's outing, meeting w van, meeting w pris, meeting w melis and pearl and dinner w ger and gy and many others. all of these might have to change or reschdule or cancelled cause of my work. ): SEE LA. TELL U ALL TO ASK ME OUT EARLY U ALL DONT WANT. Now i got a job already, and its retail, so quite hard to go out already. ):
But i need money too. I need to buy a camera, a laptop, need a damn cool muaythai gloves! haha, pay for my muaythai fees,and topshop/miss selfridge/dorothy perkins new collection is frigging tempting, i need to go bintan, Need to learn proper swimming and diving, need to learn kayak one starr, need to go tioman cause its frigging pretty, need to buy an oven and continue learning baking!( SOrry friends u all have to suffer! have to eat all the stuffs i baked! haha), need to eat dim sum buffet every week( Haha!), need to watch all the nice hk movies! list goes on! I NEED MONEEEYYYYY!!
I need to start saving up too. If i get into ntu/ nus then i will stay in the hostel. and if i refuse to paint banners or whatever to make myself happening in the hostel, i will have to move out during yr 2. so i will need moneey to learn bike and buy one so i can drive to sch. Heard from ben he spent around 900bucks learning. and one bike cost a few k? Need to start saving up!!
idiot ali tried to trick me again! I got tricked last yr by her lah. I was so worried about her! haha. She told me she was pregnant last yr and i believed her!!! I started panicking and went online to check about underage pregnacy and abortion! haha. Then i started to imagine myself bringing her to the doc!! This year she tried to trick me again! Lucky ashlyn remind me its april's fool just now! hahaha. TOO BAD ALI! TRY AGAIN NEXT YEAR! lol
Okay im thinking about whether to accept the offer a not. :/ During my day offs i will have to train for duathlon and muaythai. Will i be too tired to? zzz
Okay im sleeping soon. going to cycle tmrw!
Oh one last thought, mel told me my blog v nice to read. I got a shock. my blog is full of words and random rubbish about my life. Sometimes i feel bored typing about my life too. haha. its frigging wordy lah. Only stalkers/ my vv close friends who <3 me/ really really bored ppl will read my blog. Which catergory do u think u fall under? hmmm
OH YA AND SUBWAY's NEW BROWNIE IS DAMN NICE! LOVE IT! Love subway! Its cookies and brownies rocks! Im going to buy another one tmrw!
YAY! TRAINING TMRW AND JAP FOOD AGAIN! CHOC WAFFLES! (: Hope shirley brings her phone tmrw. haha
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Talked to her about this today and i got really curious.
i dont understand the point when u treat a guy like a friend, and say things or do things you will do to a friend to him, this guy will think u like him.
Shir told me to read about the ladder theory and im really curious. Is it true that friendships dont exist between guys and girls. I dont really used to think it this way cause i got a lot of guy friends and we treat each other v well but we are friends.
I got really amused/curious when i know that guys really thinks girls like them when they treat u like a friend.
Guys really have to wake up from their thoughts. Normal girls treat most of the guys they know as friends. Its okay for girls to talk to u , ask u out, tell u about her problems, make bday cards for u or whatever else girls do to their friends. When girls become close to u, we really just treat u like a girlfriend. If we like u, we will tell u. haha.
But is it true that all guys feel this way? From my exp, other than some guys i know recently, i've nv met w such a prob before. Like u really treat a guy like a friend, and he thinks u like him and start avoiding u or worse start to like you. zzz. Its really funny but im really curious if its true for all the guys. hmmm
Okay enough of guys. Im devoted to my Mr Earthquake! haha.
Went swimming today. GAH YES I CANT SWIM CORRECTLY. My position and hand-leg coordination sucks. haha. i can swim but i feel tired v easily. Okay shir helping me find an instructor to correct me. so next time i can join events w swimming! hhaha. We had jap food twice today! Once before swimming and once after! Then we went to the busstop and talked nonstop like the previous time. haha. I HAD CHOC WAFFLES TODAY AND IM HAPPY! (: (: haha.
Okay i got a job interview tmrw. Haven prepare much. Just going to do what i can i guess. (:
i dont understand the point when u treat a guy like a friend, and say things or do things you will do to a friend to him, this guy will think u like him.
Shir told me to read about the ladder theory and im really curious. Is it true that friendships dont exist between guys and girls. I dont really used to think it this way cause i got a lot of guy friends and we treat each other v well but we are friends.
I got really amused/curious when i know that guys really thinks girls like them when they treat u like a friend.
Guys really have to wake up from their thoughts. Normal girls treat most of the guys they know as friends. Its okay for girls to talk to u , ask u out, tell u about her problems, make bday cards for u or whatever else girls do to their friends. When girls become close to u, we really just treat u like a girlfriend. If we like u, we will tell u. haha.
But is it true that all guys feel this way? From my exp, other than some guys i know recently, i've nv met w such a prob before. Like u really treat a guy like a friend, and he thinks u like him and start avoiding u or worse start to like you. zzz. Its really funny but im really curious if its true for all the guys. hmmm
Okay enough of guys. Im devoted to my Mr Earthquake! haha.
Went swimming today. GAH YES I CANT SWIM CORRECTLY. My position and hand-leg coordination sucks. haha. i can swim but i feel tired v easily. Okay shir helping me find an instructor to correct me. so next time i can join events w swimming! hhaha. We had jap food twice today! Once before swimming and once after! Then we went to the busstop and talked nonstop like the previous time. haha. I HAD CHOC WAFFLES TODAY AND IM HAPPY! (: (: haha.
Okay i got a job interview tmrw. Haven prepare much. Just going to do what i can i guess. (:
Monday, March 29, 2010
Yupp i do feeel tired. I tried v hard to make 3 of us stay in contact eversince we left. I feel slightly disappointed. I miss u girls thats why i ask u all out. I know both of you are busy. but it doesnt waste a lot of your time replying to my sms right. I tried v hard to plan smth for 3 of us to catch up after i came back from taiwan but to no avail. I really miss you all but i really feeel v tired. Sometimes i wonder why im the only one putting so much effort into mantaining friendships. and u are going overseas soon. ):
shirley told me today, we dont need so many friends. just a few will do. Yupp i do have a lot of friends and i often feel tired trying to catch up with eevry single one of them. Now its time to take a break. Hello friends, if u love me and miss me and even though u are really busy, please take some time off for me!
Im starting work soon and i wont have time for my friends already, thats why im asking a lot of ppl out recently. im putting my focus on muaythai now and its my goal now.\
Listing out my goals now
1) Muay thai- Constantly go for trainings, gym, weight trainings, watch inspiring videos!
2) Entrepreneurship and Business- Attend workshops and seminars! Hello pearlyn! Wanna go with me? (:http://www.exec-directions.com/eap.html http://www.exec-directions.com/bm.html Or other seminars or workshop or competitions we can go tgt!!
3) Save money for Uni- the only way is to stop shopping!
4) Bond w my family!- control my temper
Okay 4 goals is slightly too much but i will focus and try to accomplish them. (:
Like what gy said, u need to have goals to make urself happy. and im happy now to have goals. (:
I was v happy during training today. W the correct mindset i guess. Learnt a lot more and brushed up on my previous skills. Shir and me stayed back in the gym to practice roundhouse kick and snapkicks and our failed attempts to train our abs. hahaha. We wanted to train our tummies and make it harder! haha. But ended up cleaning the gym floor for them. haha. Love going trainings with her! (:
Love trainings and hopefully when shir start sch in april we willl still be going training as per normal! ): If not i will have to find a new muaythai buddy!
Im accepting this job offer tmrw. calling her up. Its a temp job. contract renews everyweek. which is a good thing. is like a temp asst for events. Im calling up this childcare centre too! haha. They looking for temp art and craft teachers! I love doing art and craft and teaching kids would be damn interesting and fun! haha. Im so excited! I intend to give econs tuition too! anybody wants or anybody knows of anyone who needs a tutor give me a call okay? (:
Lovely! I love doing things i like! And i felt v happy today cause i will be doing things i like soon! Art and craft and econs for work! (:
Okay enough of that. Shall go sleep soon so i can go to the gym!
Swimming w shirley tmrw! And dinner w fiona and the rest at the airport!
shirley told me today, we dont need so many friends. just a few will do. Yupp i do have a lot of friends and i often feel tired trying to catch up with eevry single one of them. Now its time to take a break. Hello friends, if u love me and miss me and even though u are really busy, please take some time off for me!
Im starting work soon and i wont have time for my friends already, thats why im asking a lot of ppl out recently. im putting my focus on muaythai now and its my goal now.\
Listing out my goals now
1) Muay thai- Constantly go for trainings, gym, weight trainings, watch inspiring videos!
2) Entrepreneurship and Business- Attend workshops and seminars! Hello pearlyn! Wanna go with me? (:http://www.exec-directions.com/eap.html http://www.exec-directions.com/bm.html Or other seminars or workshop or competitions we can go tgt!!
3) Save money for Uni- the only way is to stop shopping!
4) Bond w my family!- control my temper
Okay 4 goals is slightly too much but i will focus and try to accomplish them. (:
Like what gy said, u need to have goals to make urself happy. and im happy now to have goals. (:
I was v happy during training today. W the correct mindset i guess. Learnt a lot more and brushed up on my previous skills. Shir and me stayed back in the gym to practice roundhouse kick and snapkicks and our failed attempts to train our abs. hahaha. We wanted to train our tummies and make it harder! haha. But ended up cleaning the gym floor for them. haha. Love going trainings with her! (:
Love trainings and hopefully when shir start sch in april we willl still be going training as per normal! ): If not i will have to find a new muaythai buddy!
Im accepting this job offer tmrw. calling her up. Its a temp job. contract renews everyweek. which is a good thing. is like a temp asst for events. Im calling up this childcare centre too! haha. They looking for temp art and craft teachers! I love doing art and craft and teaching kids would be damn interesting and fun! haha. Im so excited! I intend to give econs tuition too! anybody wants or anybody knows of anyone who needs a tutor give me a call okay? (:
Lovely! I love doing things i like! And i felt v happy today cause i will be doing things i like soon! Art and craft and econs for work! (:
Okay enough of that. Shall go sleep soon so i can go to the gym!
Swimming w shirley tmrw! And dinner w fiona and the rest at the airport!
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Damn slack nowadays. didnt want to work, but went to check my bank acct ystd. -.- i really have to work! If not how to go bintan!
Okay talking about bintan makes me sad. ): Haven meet up with pris and mich for quite some time. ever since i came back from taiwan. ): tried planning smth since the day i came back from taiwan but to no avail. ): Hello girls, i miss both of you. Please meet up soon. The pineapple tarts i bought for u all going to spoil alrd.
Okay nowadays other than exercising, muaythai tv, going out, haven been doing anything useful. haha. My big plans before i quit RE when i am unemployed is not being put into use! I wanted to learn baking, cooking, learn drawing properly, go to the library to read books, chill at starbucks w a book, learn a new sport. In all, i didnt want to waste my time lying on the sofa in front of the tv. haha. OKAY I NEED TO FIND A JOB NOW OR DO SMTH USEFUL! lol
Okay had been training hard last week. I can feel muscles growing on me! Seriously! haha. Muaythai trainings, gym sessions, cycling and running. I did weight training at hm too! I feel muscles growing! haha. I want to be stronger! Look stronger and scare off opponents in the ring!
Okay gy told me ystd i need to have a goal to make myself happy. I really admire him for being so focused! He is v determined! And i need to be like that too! Sometimes i feel that i will fell sad if i start working and i have to train. means i will spend less time w my friends. i asked gy about it and he said he feels satisfied training cause he is one step closer to accomplish his goal. I want to be like that too! Winning my opponents in the ring, knocking them out, becoming stronger and improving my skills and reaction. JIAYOU WT! and thank u gy for inspiring me! U are a v determined person and i believe u will do well in duathlon ah! running is all in the mind and i believe u can do it! (:
Im excited about training today! And im craving for chocolate waffles too! haha
Friday went to ECP AND CHANGI W PEARLYN! (: cycled and talked and ate a lot as usual! haha. Went to thaipan and ordered sooo much. We didnt eat rice but still felt damn bloated. didnt managed to finish and we ta-paoed half of the food? haha. We cycled from ecp to changi! and slacked around at changi playing this recorder like thing i bought for her from taiwan! haha. She damn pro lah. I cant play loh. zzzz.
Took lots of retarded pictures. Love changi beach!!!! I can spend one whole day lying there and slacking. I would love to go there again! (: (:
Sat went to xiu's hse! (: Had a great time talking to her! Love her! (: Then met up w ben for dinner. Went to this hk cafe to eat! i had baked rice. Damn big portion ah! Then we went around to find ice cream shop. Haha. Used his iphone and my brains but still didnt find ben and jerrys. I think closed down already. zzzz
Went to this waffles shop cause i was craving for it. Omg. the waffles sucks. zzzz. ): worse than white bread. zzzz. We came to a conclusion. ben and i shldnt eat desserts tgt. the stuffs we order always not nice one. haha.
Sunday was a slack day at hm too/ BUT I WENT RUNNNINGGGGGG! hahaha. SO PROUD OF MYSELF PLEASE! WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I RAN?!!? all the failed running sessions with alvin. haha. I ran for more than 45mins! Like what johnnie said! SOOO PROUD OF MYSELF! (:
Okay this person called me about a job today. its not an office job so i shld like it. but im still thinking about it. zzzz.
okay time to do some weight training!
Okay talking about bintan makes me sad. ): Haven meet up with pris and mich for quite some time. ever since i came back from taiwan. ): tried planning smth since the day i came back from taiwan but to no avail. ): Hello girls, i miss both of you. Please meet up soon. The pineapple tarts i bought for u all going to spoil alrd.
Okay nowadays other than exercising, muaythai tv, going out, haven been doing anything useful. haha. My big plans before i quit RE when i am unemployed is not being put into use! I wanted to learn baking, cooking, learn drawing properly, go to the library to read books, chill at starbucks w a book, learn a new sport. In all, i didnt want to waste my time lying on the sofa in front of the tv. haha. OKAY I NEED TO FIND A JOB NOW OR DO SMTH USEFUL! lol
Okay had been training hard last week. I can feel muscles growing on me! Seriously! haha. Muaythai trainings, gym sessions, cycling and running. I did weight training at hm too! I feel muscles growing! haha. I want to be stronger! Look stronger and scare off opponents in the ring!
Okay gy told me ystd i need to have a goal to make myself happy. I really admire him for being so focused! He is v determined! And i need to be like that too! Sometimes i feel that i will fell sad if i start working and i have to train. means i will spend less time w my friends. i asked gy about it and he said he feels satisfied training cause he is one step closer to accomplish his goal. I want to be like that too! Winning my opponents in the ring, knocking them out, becoming stronger and improving my skills and reaction. JIAYOU WT! and thank u gy for inspiring me! U are a v determined person and i believe u will do well in duathlon ah! running is all in the mind and i believe u can do it! (:
Im excited about training today! And im craving for chocolate waffles too! haha
Friday went to ECP AND CHANGI W PEARLYN! (: cycled and talked and ate a lot as usual! haha. Went to thaipan and ordered sooo much. We didnt eat rice but still felt damn bloated. didnt managed to finish and we ta-paoed half of the food? haha. We cycled from ecp to changi! and slacked around at changi playing this recorder like thing i bought for her from taiwan! haha. She damn pro lah. I cant play loh. zzzz.
Took lots of retarded pictures. Love changi beach!!!! I can spend one whole day lying there and slacking. I would love to go there again! (: (:
Sat went to xiu's hse! (: Had a great time talking to her! Love her! (: Then met up w ben for dinner. Went to this hk cafe to eat! i had baked rice. Damn big portion ah! Then we went around to find ice cream shop. Haha. Used his iphone and my brains but still didnt find ben and jerrys. I think closed down already. zzzz
Went to this waffles shop cause i was craving for it. Omg. the waffles sucks. zzzz. ): worse than white bread. zzzz. We came to a conclusion. ben and i shldnt eat desserts tgt. the stuffs we order always not nice one. haha.
Sunday was a slack day at hm too/ BUT I WENT RUNNNINGGGGGG! hahaha. SO PROUD OF MYSELF PLEASE! WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I RAN?!!? all the failed running sessions with alvin. haha. I ran for more than 45mins! Like what johnnie said! SOOO PROUD OF MYSELF! (:
Okay this person called me about a job today. its not an office job so i shld like it. but im still thinking about it. zzzz.
okay time to do some weight training!
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
They always say hard work do pay off right.
I always believed i've done more than sufficient for the club. 2 yrs already i have contributed soo much. I put in my heart and soul these 2yrs and always give my best while contributing to the club.
No matter how other ppl insulted our club, no matter how much work load i had, no matter how many obstacles i met, no matter how stressed i am, no matter how tired i am, no matter how sucky my sch results were, i still respect and love the club and complete all my club duties. I even took the extra mile to think of ways how to improve the club, put in so much extra time even though it wasnt part of my job scope just for the club.
I always thought that evryone will see my contribution. I never expected to be thanked or rewarded or praised for all the hardwork, tears and sweat i have contributed.
Now, i just need help. Just a little help for all the shit i've endured and done for the 2 yrs.and i was disappointed. I didnt know that my effort and commitment for these 2 yrs wasnt worth 5mins of ur time.
I really nv wanted any regonition. I sincerely want the club to do well. I wouldnt ask u for help/ recognition if i wasnt this desperate.
You know ur precious 5mins would mean so much to me.
I know humans are selfish. but i didnt know to such an extent.
I cried. not because u didnt help me but i felt rather insulted. I slogged like a dog for 2yrs for the club and all my efforts totally not appreciated. Thank u for disappointing me and making me feel worse than a dog.
Off to help my sis w her report for intern. wont get to slp today.zz
I always believed i've done more than sufficient for the club. 2 yrs already i have contributed soo much. I put in my heart and soul these 2yrs and always give my best while contributing to the club.
No matter how other ppl insulted our club, no matter how much work load i had, no matter how many obstacles i met, no matter how stressed i am, no matter how tired i am, no matter how sucky my sch results were, i still respect and love the club and complete all my club duties. I even took the extra mile to think of ways how to improve the club, put in so much extra time even though it wasnt part of my job scope just for the club.
I always thought that evryone will see my contribution. I never expected to be thanked or rewarded or praised for all the hardwork, tears and sweat i have contributed.
Now, i just need help. Just a little help for all the shit i've endured and done for the 2 yrs.and i was disappointed. I didnt know that my effort and commitment for these 2 yrs wasnt worth 5mins of ur time.
I really nv wanted any regonition. I sincerely want the club to do well. I wouldnt ask u for help/ recognition if i wasnt this desperate.
You know ur precious 5mins would mean so much to me.
I know humans are selfish. but i didnt know to such an extent.
I cried. not because u didnt help me but i felt rather insulted. I slogged like a dog for 2yrs for the club and all my efforts totally not appreciated. Thank u for disappointing me and making me feel worse than a dog.
Off to help my sis w her report for intern. wont get to slp today.zz
Monday, March 22, 2010
Hanee reminded me of my ONLY ONE! Haven seen him for soooooo long. Sunday night shld have gone to the mrt station at 8plus. Haha. But i was at taka eating japppp food. CANT SEE HIM. ):
I MISS HIM! WONDER HOW HE IS DOING IN THERE. Haha. I say until like talking about my BF right. Haha. Like what i always say, im talking about my future Bf! haha
YES I MISS HIMM SO MUCH! Went to see the video! haha. He looked sooo cute in it lah! Being so high and all! (: Yes he look good wearing yellow!! I rewatched the video for like 5 timess!! SO CUTE LAH!
I miss him! Hope i will go into the same uni as him! Haha. 2 yrs later i shall see! ^^
OKAY THIS POST IS JUST ABOUT MY ONLY ONE!THIS COMING SUNDAY! I SHALL SEE U THERE! (:
I MISS HIM! WONDER HOW HE IS DOING IN THERE. Haha. I say until like talking about my BF right. Haha. Like what i always say, im talking about my future Bf! haha
YES I MISS HIMM SO MUCH! Went to see the video! haha. He looked sooo cute in it lah! Being so high and all! (: Yes he look good wearing yellow!! I rewatched the video for like 5 timess!! SO CUTE LAH!
I miss him! Hope i will go into the same uni as him! Haha. 2 yrs later i shall see! ^^
OKAY THIS POST IS JUST ABOUT MY ONLY ONE!THIS COMING SUNDAY! I SHALL SEE U THERE! (:
HAHA! I WENT FOR MY 1st training today after 100000years!haha. Took the test and got my cert last yr and i stopped going for training cause of Alevels!
I went thhere late. ZZZ. Sorry dan i overslept! Went there 20mins late. SORRY SORRY!
Today's training was okay. Not as hiong as before. I think now bigger grp so less hiong?
Hmmm okay my skills are rusty already. my brains not v good lah. Forget things easily. Omg. Dan and me shldnt be at the junior one cause we got our cert already. haha. BUT WE STILL STAYED IN THE JUNIOR CLASS. cause our brains v slow ah. Forgot all the 2 yrs training. lol Ya like that must well dont learn right. haha.
Okay i must train more often now. If not working i was thinking of going as many times as possible. Hmmm. But i need $. And i was thinking of working some night shift job. so if work night shift wont be able to train. zzz
OKAY! IM GOING CYCLING TMRW WITH XIUUU. (: (: Haven met up with her fooor sooooooooooooooooo loonngg. (: SHE TOOK LEAVE TO GO OUT W ME! (: (: haha YES IM STILL UNEMPLOYED! YES EMPLOYED PPL! TAKE TURNS TO TAKE LEAVE AND GO OUT W ME OKAY!
Yupp im joining duathlon w gangyi. Gerald and his friend joining too. Li zong organising this and shld support him ah! haha. Haven sseen him for ages. Joined this for 2 yrs already. This yr will be the 3rd yr!
Joining duathlon, sundown, Starhub run? CONFIRM WHO GOING AH? PEARL MSG ME!
yes my mummy always sceam at me for joining all these. haha. Waste money to exercise. lol. My cupboard got no space for these teeshirts! zzz
OKAY GANGYI WE MUST JIAYOU OKAY! U HAVE TO TRAIN AND RUN FASTER THAN GERALD! Haha. I have to cycle like a guy. Haha. Jiayou jiayou!
Shldnt be that tough ah. Nv cycled for the past 2 yrs duathlon. Ran. This yr dont feel like running.haha. 20km shld be okay hor. Hanee and me conquered 128km bike rally leh. OKAY HANEE JOINING TOO! LETS JIAYOU TODAY! YEAH! (:
I spent so much money today. I just went out to have lunch w mummy and daddy! (: Then walked around tamp. THEN I SPENT FRIGGING 200bucks?!!? ZZZZZ. Im unemployed leh.
Bought my guess pouch! Haha. They were clearing it from the rack already. I thought about it for 2 mths before buying it. haha. I bought bi-weeekly contacts plus solution. I bought this pants ffrom nike for muaythai. AND THERE GOES MY 200BUCKS! ZZZZ.
I ATE XIAO LONG BAO TODAY AT CRYSTAL JADE! I HAD 8! HAHA. Damn niceezzzzzzz! lol. Nicer than din tai fung's! More ex i think. IM GOING BACK THERE TO EAT XIAO LONG BAO AGAIN! Im addicted to it ever since i came back from taiwan. haha
Went back hm after training. i ate 2 more xiao long pao!haha. Mummy ta pao-ed it for sis! Sis didnt finish. Omg right. so nice then cannot finish. SO I ATE 10 XIAOLONG BAOS TODAY! haha.
Okay i need to bathe. the stupid stingy muaythai glooves smell still on my hands.
" that night when she stepped into the ring, she didnt know she stepped into MY ring" -Christine Toledo
Saturday, March 20, 2010
I can feel fats growing around my tummy. THIS IS BAD! Haha. I NEED TO EXERCISE ALREADY. Okay shall gym tmrw.Hopefully not a lot of ppl. zzz
Thinking a lot aboout muaythai. Starting training next week. I was thinking of changing gym. Hmmmm. But i have stayed in my current one for 2 yrs. But i found another one with better facilities and instructors. I DONT KNOW. Plus the other one is nearer for me. SHLD I? I feel bad changing gyms too. But zzz. Shld i go for the trial?
Watched movie today! Watched kidnapper. haha. I know that show like v -.-! Didnt want to watch it but since alvin wanted, then watch bah. haha. BUT IT WAS SUPRISINGLY NICE!!! (: V TOUCHING! I CRIED! haha. I had jelly today! Then we went to meet hooon for DINNER! Had just acia. A lot of ppl! The food was nice too!
Then we walked back from ehub to tamp! I did a bit of exercise today lah. Walking helps to burn fats too right. zzz
YEAH!! IM MEETIN LOVELY PPL TMRW! MEETING YUN AND DAN! (: WE ARE GOING FOR JAP FOOD! Haven eaten jap food for ages!!! When was the last time i had jap food?? Donkey years ago w gerald i think! I MISS JAP FOOD!!
Need to go pay the application fee tmrw.
Go buy contact lens and the solution.
Go gym.
Go trim my eyebrows. The last time i trimmed it was before new year pleasee. omg.
CUT MY HAIR SHORT?? I dont know. haven decide leh
BUY BIG WHITE MAHJONG PAPER TO MAKE THE BIG ENVELOPE FOR XIU's CARD! haha. YES SHE WILL <3 me when she see the card! I SPENT SOOOOOOOOOO LONG MAKING IT FOR HER!!!
GO DIG OUT PRESENTS FROM TAIWAN FOR YUN AND DAN!
PACK MY STUFFS IF NOT MUMMY WILL REALLY FAINT!
Thinking a lot aboout muaythai. Starting training next week. I was thinking of changing gym. Hmmmm. But i have stayed in my current one for 2 yrs. But i found another one with better facilities and instructors. I DONT KNOW. Plus the other one is nearer for me. SHLD I? I feel bad changing gyms too. But zzz. Shld i go for the trial?
Watched movie today! Watched kidnapper. haha. I know that show like v -.-! Didnt want to watch it but since alvin wanted, then watch bah. haha. BUT IT WAS SUPRISINGLY NICE!!! (: V TOUCHING! I CRIED! haha. I had jelly today! Then we went to meet hooon for DINNER! Had just acia. A lot of ppl! The food was nice too!
Then we walked back from ehub to tamp! I did a bit of exercise today lah. Walking helps to burn fats too right. zzz
YEAH!! IM MEETIN LOVELY PPL TMRW! MEETING YUN AND DAN! (: WE ARE GOING FOR JAP FOOD! Haven eaten jap food for ages!!! When was the last time i had jap food?? Donkey years ago w gerald i think! I MISS JAP FOOD!!
Need to go pay the application fee tmrw.
Go buy contact lens and the solution.
Go gym.
Go trim my eyebrows. The last time i trimmed it was before new year pleasee. omg.
CUT MY HAIR SHORT?? I dont know. haven decide leh
BUY BIG WHITE MAHJONG PAPER TO MAKE THE BIG ENVELOPE FOR XIU's CARD! haha. YES SHE WILL <3 me when she see the card! I SPENT SOOOOOOOOOO LONG MAKING IT FOR HER!!!
GO DIG OUT PRESENTS FROM TAIWAN FOR YUN AND DAN!
PACK MY STUFFS IF NOT MUMMY WILL REALLY FAINT!
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Tmrw will be a busy day! Though im not meetin ali already, i have to do sooo many things
Type out my essays for uni entry
Read up about the company im going for interview!
Go visit ah ma
Make a damn big bday card for Xiu!
Pack all my art and craft stuffs
Pack things i bought from taiwan
Go running
Stretch abit to prepare for training next week
Go for a hair cut?
Go trim my eyebrows!
I need a tan. I look so frigging white now. haha.
Went out with my lovely ladies today! Went to meet baz liy at tamp. waited for jo at eunos. left to meet spencer first cause supposed to meet him at 12.30. I was late. Sorry!! He had lunch and he filled me up about office info! Walked around taka. Nice catching up with him! Went to meet the rest for lunch. had bbq chicken.
Eating at bbq chicken reminds me of Mich anc Pris! Where did mich disappear to? haha. I miss that girl lah. But where did she disappear too! Pris v busy. Gah. Im the only person w nth to do. haha
Then we went to hmw and kino to see baz waste $$ on some korean/jap band stuffs. haha. Then we v tired. St and hanee left to shop at far east. we v tired and lazy. went to TCC to talk chill drink. (: Choc of wealth is damn nice( Sinful too!) Felt slighlty guilty after drinking it. lol
Went to meet fiona shirley rachel johnnie for dinner at fish and co! Wasnt that hungry but still ate due to greedieness! Had fried calamari! My all time fav! (:
Then we shared sinful cakes! Gosh! SO much sugar today lah. Okay this will motivate me to run more tmrw!
Had a nice catching up session with them too. And johnnie really made us laugh lah. haha
Walked Shirley to her busstop and we ended up talking for soooo long! talked tilll like 11pm? omg. We didnt even realised! Shirley cabbed hm and she sent me back too! thank u! (:
Haha. then fiona called cause shirley bf called her! haha. Go hm too late ah! Mummy worried about her!
Reached hm. saw gang yi's msg! Im not angry lah! haha. Just forgot to reply gerald's msg! Im not angry w both of u lah! Silly. Im just generally sian-ed to ask ppl out already. haha
Shirley asked about diving trip! Shld i learn diving? Hmm. Im scared leh. I cant even swim well. I want to ask pris and mich! If they going mayb i will go!! I wanna learn smth new too. But im really quite scared. haha. Im clumsy and cant swim well. On land the worst thing that will happen to me is fall down loh. but in water its diff. Diving trip to m'sia? IM SCARED! BUT I WANNA TRY!
SHALL THINK ABOUT IT TMRW!
Type out my essays for uni entry
Read up about the company im going for interview!
Go visit ah ma
Make a damn big bday card for Xiu!
Pack all my art and craft stuffs
Pack things i bought from taiwan
Go running
Stretch abit to prepare for training next week
Go for a hair cut?
Go trim my eyebrows!
I need a tan. I look so frigging white now. haha.
Went out with my lovely ladies today! Went to meet baz liy at tamp. waited for jo at eunos. left to meet spencer first cause supposed to meet him at 12.30. I was late. Sorry!! He had lunch and he filled me up about office info! Walked around taka. Nice catching up with him! Went to meet the rest for lunch. had bbq chicken.
Eating at bbq chicken reminds me of Mich anc Pris! Where did mich disappear to? haha. I miss that girl lah. But where did she disappear too! Pris v busy. Gah. Im the only person w nth to do. haha
Then we went to hmw and kino to see baz waste $$ on some korean/jap band stuffs. haha. Then we v tired. St and hanee left to shop at far east. we v tired and lazy. went to TCC to talk chill drink. (: Choc of wealth is damn nice( Sinful too!) Felt slighlty guilty after drinking it. lol
Went to meet fiona shirley rachel johnnie for dinner at fish and co! Wasnt that hungry but still ate due to greedieness! Had fried calamari! My all time fav! (:
Then we shared sinful cakes! Gosh! SO much sugar today lah. Okay this will motivate me to run more tmrw!
Had a nice catching up session with them too. And johnnie really made us laugh lah. haha
Walked Shirley to her busstop and we ended up talking for soooo long! talked tilll like 11pm? omg. We didnt even realised! Shirley cabbed hm and she sent me back too! thank u! (:
Haha. then fiona called cause shirley bf called her! haha. Go hm too late ah! Mummy worried about her!
Reached hm. saw gang yi's msg! Im not angry lah! haha. Just forgot to reply gerald's msg! Im not angry w both of u lah! Silly. Im just generally sian-ed to ask ppl out already. haha
Shirley asked about diving trip! Shld i learn diving? Hmm. Im scared leh. I cant even swim well. I want to ask pris and mich! If they going mayb i will go!! I wanna learn smth new too. But im really quite scared. haha. Im clumsy and cant swim well. On land the worst thing that will happen to me is fall down loh. but in water its diff. Diving trip to m'sia? IM SCARED! BUT I WANNA TRY!
SHALL THINK ABOUT IT TMRW!
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Zzzz. V v sianed to ask ppl out already. msged like so many ppl to ask them out, not many reply.
Either my phone spoil or evrybody dao-ed me. zzzz. Hate this.
I shall spend quality time w myself and ppl who reply my msges.
WHEN I START WOKING BUSY ALREADY THEN DONT REGRET NOT REPLYING MY MSGES! haha.
Im an angsty kid. lol
Either my phone spoil or evrybody dao-ed me. zzzz. Hate this.
I shall spend quality time w myself and ppl who reply my msges.
WHEN I START WOKING BUSY ALREADY THEN DONT REGRET NOT REPLYING MY MSGES! haha.
Im an angsty kid. lol
Haven bloggged for damn long. Blogging now cause im damn bored. zzzz.
Have been fbing, reading blogs over and over again. Im so bored but i dont feel like packing my stuffs. haha. LOTS OF STUFFS FROM TAIWAN and ex jc stuffs. Im just lazy and whiny. ZZZ.
Find me smth interesting for me to do PLEASE. going to rot and decompose soon.
OKAY CAME BACK FROM TAIWAN ON SUNDAY! No pictures yet. Waiting for Hl to upload. I SPENT frigging alot of $$.
SHOPPED LIKE HELL AND ATE SOOO MUCH. But surprisingly i only gained 1kg! haha. I was expecting smth like 5kg??! But HAHAHA only 1 kg! LOL. I think that was like muscle mass cause i carried so much of luggage and walked up and down the stairs. Taiwan got lots of stairs man. zzz
I spent around 1.5k on purely shopping and eating.
Okay lah. Went there for 9 days. I BOUGHT LOTS OF PRESENTS! I guess 1/4 of my money spent on presents for my friends please! haha. I cannot resist buying things for ppl. I feel like santa clause please. Okay those are my hard earned $$ k! Im going to earned them back!
The trip was fun but tiring! Never felt so tired from shopping b4. haha. 9 days shopping trip mah! Okay la. Not just shopping. We went to the ZOOO!!!! DAMN NICE PLEASE! AND DAMN CHEAP! (: Went to some scenery place. I dont know where. quite cool but a bit boring. haha. I cant stand scenery trips lah. lol
Okay i went to taiwan with less than 15kg of luggage and i came back with 47kg! OMG RIGHT!
I panicked for the last few days, controlled my spending cause i really dont know how to bring them back! Confirm overweight and overweight one kg $30. OMG. Confirm kena fine like hell. haha
BUT THANKFULLY, I passed 20kg of my luggage to yq. THANKS A LOT MAN. Without you i really dont know what to do. How to drag evrything to the airport, how to pay all the overweight cost. Without u i confirm still in taiwan not, cleaning aeroplanes. haha. REALLY THANK U!! IM SORRY U HAD TO CARRY that heavy bag around for the last day!! sorry and thank u!
So with some help i managed to drag the remaining luggage to the airport! (:
Going to taiwan with friends on a shopping trip was really enjoyable. Spendind $$ like no one's business( Hl will nag at me for spending too much) hahah, Bought sooo much. 8 pairs of shoes? 6 bags? 20over shirts? Lots and lots of FOOOD? And all the other random stuffs. Okay shall post the pictures when its up, u will be shocked by how much i bought. haha.
Okay Taiwan is a nice place to go to but i wont go there again. haha. 9days is more than enough. Okay next place i wanna go to is BINTAN. THEN HONG KONG( dim sum!) THEN maldives! I need moneee.
IT was frigging cold in Taiwan. The coldest was 8degrees please. OMG. WHEN WE WENT TO THE HOT SPRINGS area, when we talk got smoke come out from our mouth one leh. hahaha. LIKE THOSE SHOWN IN TV!! hahaa.
Okay im going to pack my stuffs later if not mummy will scream.
I need to exercise but im lazy. zzz. Shall go run or gym tmrw b4 meeting up with LOVELY PPL! (:
Im meeting spencer tmrw for lunchh. Passing him vodka and food from taiwan! Then meeting LOVELY PPL! haha. Haven seen them for ages! Meeting jo baz liy hanee st. I MISS THEM MAN!!!! (: (: Tmrw will be like christmas cause i will be giving presents! haha
Supposed to go training tmrw. But si ming went for some tooth operation thing. so muay thai training starts next week. Okay mayb dinner w RE ppl tmrw. (:if not night run!
Okay im bored of blogging too. Shld blog about taiwan next time. Shall go watch my show.
Im so bored that im asking all my friends out now. haha. but no one seem to be replying. haha. Unemployed and deprived kid looking for things to do. haha. zzz
Okay lah. go pack my stuffs, watch show and do some exercise! haha
Have been fbing, reading blogs over and over again. Im so bored but i dont feel like packing my stuffs. haha. LOTS OF STUFFS FROM TAIWAN and ex jc stuffs. Im just lazy and whiny. ZZZ.
Find me smth interesting for me to do PLEASE. going to rot and decompose soon.
OKAY CAME BACK FROM TAIWAN ON SUNDAY! No pictures yet. Waiting for Hl to upload. I SPENT frigging alot of $$.
SHOPPED LIKE HELL AND ATE SOOO MUCH. But surprisingly i only gained 1kg! haha. I was expecting smth like 5kg??! But HAHAHA only 1 kg! LOL. I think that was like muscle mass cause i carried so much of luggage and walked up and down the stairs. Taiwan got lots of stairs man. zzz
I spent around 1.5k on purely shopping and eating.
Okay lah. Went there for 9 days. I BOUGHT LOTS OF PRESENTS! I guess 1/4 of my money spent on presents for my friends please! haha. I cannot resist buying things for ppl. I feel like santa clause please. Okay those are my hard earned $$ k! Im going to earned them back!
The trip was fun but tiring! Never felt so tired from shopping b4. haha. 9 days shopping trip mah! Okay la. Not just shopping. We went to the ZOOO!!!! DAMN NICE PLEASE! AND DAMN CHEAP! (: Went to some scenery place. I dont know where. quite cool but a bit boring. haha. I cant stand scenery trips lah. lol
Okay i went to taiwan with less than 15kg of luggage and i came back with 47kg! OMG RIGHT!
I panicked for the last few days, controlled my spending cause i really dont know how to bring them back! Confirm overweight and overweight one kg $30. OMG. Confirm kena fine like hell. haha
BUT THANKFULLY, I passed 20kg of my luggage to yq. THANKS A LOT MAN. Without you i really dont know what to do. How to drag evrything to the airport, how to pay all the overweight cost. Without u i confirm still in taiwan not, cleaning aeroplanes. haha. REALLY THANK U!! IM SORRY U HAD TO CARRY that heavy bag around for the last day!! sorry and thank u!
So with some help i managed to drag the remaining luggage to the airport! (:
Going to taiwan with friends on a shopping trip was really enjoyable. Spendind $$ like no one's business( Hl will nag at me for spending too much) hahah, Bought sooo much. 8 pairs of shoes? 6 bags? 20over shirts? Lots and lots of FOOOD? And all the other random stuffs. Okay shall post the pictures when its up, u will be shocked by how much i bought. haha.
Okay Taiwan is a nice place to go to but i wont go there again. haha. 9days is more than enough. Okay next place i wanna go to is BINTAN. THEN HONG KONG( dim sum!) THEN maldives! I need moneee.
IT was frigging cold in Taiwan. The coldest was 8degrees please. OMG. WHEN WE WENT TO THE HOT SPRINGS area, when we talk got smoke come out from our mouth one leh. hahaha. LIKE THOSE SHOWN IN TV!! hahaa.
Okay im going to pack my stuffs later if not mummy will scream.
I need to exercise but im lazy. zzz. Shall go run or gym tmrw b4 meeting up with LOVELY PPL! (:
Im meeting spencer tmrw for lunchh. Passing him vodka and food from taiwan! Then meeting LOVELY PPL! haha. Haven seen them for ages! Meeting jo baz liy hanee st. I MISS THEM MAN!!!! (: (: Tmrw will be like christmas cause i will be giving presents! haha
Supposed to go training tmrw. But si ming went for some tooth operation thing. so muay thai training starts next week. Okay mayb dinner w RE ppl tmrw. (:if not night run!
Okay im bored of blogging too. Shld blog about taiwan next time. Shall go watch my show.
Im so bored that im asking all my friends out now. haha. but no one seem to be replying. haha. Unemployed and deprived kid looking for things to do. haha. zzz
Okay lah. go pack my stuffs, watch show and do some exercise! haha
Sunday, February 28, 2010
HOW CAN I BE SOOO HAPPPPPPY JUST TO SEE U FOR LESS THAN A MIN! (: (: (:
OH GOSH OH GOSH. U MADE ME SMILE SOOOO HARD TO MYSELF! (:
HOW CAN I NOT RMB U! I STARED AT U FOR LIKE 30 SECS AND YOU JUST KEEP SMILING AT YOURSELF. (: (: WHO CAN I FORGET HOW U LOOK.
U LOOKED DAMN DAMN CUTE IN UR UNIFORM. I STONED AGAIN AND DIDNT SMILE BACK. GOSH.
LOVELY LOVELY. I MISSED THE TIMES THAT I JUST FEEL SATISFIED LOOOOOOKING AT U STUDY. GAH GAH.
felt so contented. (:
IM A LUCKY GIRL! (: THE LAST TIME I MET HIM WAS AT HIS HSE BUSSTOP DURING MY BDAY!Haha. I WAS READING A BOOK AND HE WAS READING A BOOK TOO!
How much luck did i used up just to see him today!?!?!!
Alright. My skin is peeling big time from bike rally. ( 128km) Gosh. And it must be peeled off before taiwan cause i dont wannt to look like someone with weird skin diease. ZZZ
So many things to say but im lazy. Still have shows to watch. haha. Shall post another day.
My back is hurting. Too much heeels. Going to see doc tmrw cause its quite bad.
OH GOSH OH GOSH. U MADE ME SMILE SOOOO HARD TO MYSELF! (:
HOW CAN I NOT RMB U! I STARED AT U FOR LIKE 30 SECS AND YOU JUST KEEP SMILING AT YOURSELF. (: (: WHO CAN I FORGET HOW U LOOK.
U LOOKED DAMN DAMN CUTE IN UR UNIFORM. I STONED AGAIN AND DIDNT SMILE BACK. GOSH.
LOVELY LOVELY. I MISSED THE TIMES THAT I JUST FEEL SATISFIED LOOOOOOKING AT U STUDY. GAH GAH.
felt so contented. (:
IM A LUCKY GIRL! (: THE LAST TIME I MET HIM WAS AT HIS HSE BUSSTOP DURING MY BDAY!Haha. I WAS READING A BOOK AND HE WAS READING A BOOK TOO!
How much luck did i used up just to see him today!?!?!!
Alright. My skin is peeling big time from bike rally. ( 128km) Gosh. And it must be peeled off before taiwan cause i dont wannt to look like someone with weird skin diease. ZZZ
So many things to say but im lazy. Still have shows to watch. haha. Shall post another day.
My back is hurting. Too much heeels. Going to see doc tmrw cause its quite bad.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
I feel pretty
I feel skinny
I like my smile
I like my hair
I like the size of my face
I dont think i need to slim down cause im confident enough. I love my looks and i think if u want to comment on mine please take a look in the mirror.
Fat and ugly. Even your bf finds you fat. Short and fat. 68kgs? omg. u shld worry about yourself. haha
Unhappy? Oh oh. Insult me? I feel prettty. (:
Those who angers you, conquers you. And i love conquering you. (:
I feel skinny
I like my smile
I like my hair
I like the size of my face
I dont think i need to slim down cause im confident enough. I love my looks and i think if u want to comment on mine please take a look in the mirror.
Fat and ugly. Even your bf finds you fat. Short and fat. 68kgs? omg. u shld worry about yourself. haha
Unhappy? Oh oh. Insult me? I feel prettty. (:
Those who angers you, conquers you. And i love conquering you. (:
Gah. I got pang seh today. Zzz. Waited for damn long outside then didnt go for icecream in the end.
Finished all work at 6. Volunteered to help spencer to stay back cause waiting to go icecream. Then waited stupidly till 7 plus. then went to bedok and walked around aimlessly till almost 9. Called then realise the person im supposed to meet still sleeping. ZZZ. Waited for almost 2 hours.
V v v hungry and tired cause waited for sooo loooooong. ZZZ
V disappointed cause v hungry, v tired and didnt get to eat my icecream.
On leave tmrw. Finally. Mentally tired.
Finished all work at 6. Volunteered to help spencer to stay back cause waiting to go icecream. Then waited stupidly till 7 plus. then went to bedok and walked around aimlessly till almost 9. Called then realise the person im supposed to meet still sleeping. ZZZ. Waited for almost 2 hours.
V v v hungry and tired cause waited for sooo loooooong. ZZZ
V disappointed cause v hungry, v tired and didnt get to eat my icecream.
On leave tmrw. Finally. Mentally tired.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
SWENSENS!
HAPPY BDAY HUILING! (:
YUM CHA WITH PRIS AND MICH! (: (:
CNY 2nd DAY!
CNY 2nd DAY! (:
CNY 1st DAY!Very very tired today! Slept at 4plus ystd cause went for late night movie plus my hair takes ages to dry. zzz Waiting for my hair to dry now.
I love MONDAY CAUSE I ENJOYED CNY TO THE MAX! Although i lost money from gambling(zzz), i spent quality time v my relatives.
Enjoyed Taking pictures, talking crap, playing eating w Ali and Van! I ate pineapple tarts like no one's business. zzz Went house hopping and ate a lot a lot a lot a lot! Got Ang Bows too! (:
Then we went to Liu yi house while waiting for our midnight movie. I slept cause i was damn tired. zzz Slept for a lil while then went to watch movie. Ali van and me look like giants cause of our heels. haha.Im supposed to be tall but when im with them i feel so short. zzz
ENJOYED THE SHOW. Supposed to watch w him but i forgot! zzz. Watched with all the cousins! One of the nicest shows i've watched this yr. Okay not like its v v vv nice but the shows i've watch this yr all damn sucky. zz
Slept then a few hrs later woke up for breakfast! Overslept. Rushed and cabbed down. Zzz. I hate cabbing cause its dammn damn exxx. ZZZ
Waited for quite long! haha. Mich and pris late ah. lol. Shld have just taken mrt! LOL. We ordered sooooooooooooo much! LOL. Damn full lah. The food was nice, enjoyed the company! We shld always meet up k! Yay! Love them! (: Rushed out to meet yuquan to cab down to ben's hse. Didnt take enough pictures! ): Haha. Okay we go bintan then spam pictures k! (:
Cabbed to ben's hse. ZZZZ. YES CAB AGAIN. V reluctant but since yq cabbing then just share. Wasted so much $$ on cab today. Ben's hse is up a steeeeeeep hill. Reminds me of lucky heights. haha. HIs condo quite nice. V quiet envt.
Thank u ben for eevrything and sorry for being clumsy and dirtying your floor and shirt. zzz
Played banluk and bridge! I KNOW HOW TO PLAY ALREADY! HAHA! THANK U YUQUAN AND ADELINE AND MATTHEW FOR TEACHING! (:(:
Moved over to coco's hse. Mj-ed. haha. Lost. ZZZ. My brains wasnt working at all. V tired. Then after that rushed to meet the rest! WAS DAMN ANGRY OVER SMTH. zzz
Reached there didnt want to eat at first, but i still ate a lot cause i was angry. Haha. Wonder why the ppl there dont look as happy as me when they eat their icecream. Haha.
Overall enjoyed my new year. Wasted a lot of $$ today. START SAVING UP!
CHIONG HM TMRW AFTER WORK TO SLEEEEEEEPP.
yes i am jealous. but she is so pretty and cute.zzz
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Timbre w the temps! I like the old sch timbre best if not for the looooong stairs! haha. I prefer the arts house one! Had fun. But slightly weird w the new temps. hmm. Hope mich didnt feel that weird! First time meeting east temps. Okay la. I felt weird too cause didnt know the new temps too.
Finally had our long awaited timbre outing. Thanks mat for planning! Lets have more outings, hopefully not that weird already. But i enjoyed myself w fiona! (: had a v nice talk w her. Soooo long nvmeet her liao! We shld catch up more often. Even when we are not in RE already!
Hmm. I would like to bring besties there! haha. Pearlyn neo! We can go there hang out too! MEL TOO! The drinks there not as ex as compared to the one we went that time.
Someone pls ban pineapple tarts! ):
How i spent my CNY cum Vday.
Woke up early. Changed, wait for my sis to get ready. then cabbed to my ah ma house.
This year was slightly boring cause v little ppl came. Used to have quite a lot of them to play poker with.
Had lunch, v v v nice. Then proceeded on w mahjong! Yes! I love mahjong. Was itching for it for damn long already. Won $$ while playing mahjong. We switched to poker cause more ppl can join. I won money from poker too.But not v shiok cause my dad was the banker. lol. Then went back hm cause sis needs to study for exams. Omg. Damn damn bored. ZZZ
Went back hm. Relax for a while. watched tv use fb then fell asleep on the sofa! Supposed to go run pls. Supposed to wake my sister up for her date but i overslept.
Had a weird dream. I dreamt of gerald! Think cause i was msging him before i fell asleep. He was telling me ghost stories. Damn zzz right. He told me 5 scary stories then the last one was damn scary then i woke up. ZZZ. Then when i woke up the whole living room damn dark, then i got another scare. haha. I started screaming for my dad. lol
Then now im shopping online! haha. Not buying anything. Kan shuang only! Omg. Im starting to love Coach! the stuffs damn nice please. I need MONEY! zzz. I need to save $$! Im gonna stop spending all my ang pow $$ and hard earned $$. Please think of what gangyi told me when i shop. zzz. Im going taiwan and i thinkk i will shop like hell. zzzz
Im v happy today cause i found a business partner! haha.
Tmrw will be fun! Gonna take photos w ali and van! Love new yr cause of them. Any plans at night? Haha.
Im going to continue shopping and wait for someone to call me to gossip. haha
Woke up early. Changed, wait for my sis to get ready. then cabbed to my ah ma house.
This year was slightly boring cause v little ppl came. Used to have quite a lot of them to play poker with.
Had lunch, v v v nice. Then proceeded on w mahjong! Yes! I love mahjong. Was itching for it for damn long already. Won $$ while playing mahjong. We switched to poker cause more ppl can join. I won money from poker too.But not v shiok cause my dad was the banker. lol. Then went back hm cause sis needs to study for exams. Omg. Damn damn bored. ZZZ
Went back hm. Relax for a while. watched tv use fb then fell asleep on the sofa! Supposed to go run pls. Supposed to wake my sister up for her date but i overslept.
Had a weird dream. I dreamt of gerald! Think cause i was msging him before i fell asleep. He was telling me ghost stories. Damn zzz right. He told me 5 scary stories then the last one was damn scary then i woke up. ZZZ. Then when i woke up the whole living room damn dark, then i got another scare. haha. I started screaming for my dad. lol
Then now im shopping online! haha. Not buying anything. Kan shuang only! Omg. Im starting to love Coach! the stuffs damn nice please. I need MONEY! zzz. I need to save $$! Im gonna stop spending all my ang pow $$ and hard earned $$. Please think of what gangyi told me when i shop. zzz. Im going taiwan and i thinkk i will shop like hell. zzzz
Im v happy today cause i found a business partner! haha.
Tmrw will be fun! Gonna take photos w ali and van! Love new yr cause of them. Any plans at night? Haha.
Im going to continue shopping and wait for someone to call me to gossip. haha
Thursday, February 11, 2010
YES PPL! I DREAMT OF MY SEQ! WAHAHA. He was in office wear! Coat and he wore a green tie. haha. Not tj tie lah.
SO CUTE LOOKING PLEASE. MEGA CUTE! (: Yes its just a dream. But he shld be bald by now. I WANNA SEE. NOW IM looking forward to 5march. Not cause of results, but cause i can see him! zzz. Plus 5th march is smth to look forward to cause im leaving Singapore on the 6th march!
Yes. Today was normal. v v v v tired. Stupid things happened. Gah. Yes i shall not complain here.
Alright. Im v lazy to make Vday cards. After new yr k! LAZY LA.
sometimes i just wanna chop off my hair cause it takes forever to dry.
SO CUTE LOOKING PLEASE. MEGA CUTE! (: Yes its just a dream. But he shld be bald by now. I WANNA SEE. NOW IM looking forward to 5march. Not cause of results, but cause i can see him! zzz. Plus 5th march is smth to look forward to cause im leaving Singapore on the 6th march!
Yes. Today was normal. v v v v tired. Stupid things happened. Gah. Yes i shall not complain here.
Alright. Im v lazy to make Vday cards. After new yr k! LAZY LA.
sometimes i just wanna chop off my hair cause it takes forever to dry.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Gosh. I have a lot of things to do. HAVEN START MAKING V DAY CARDS. GOSH. Plus Van and Hl's bday cards. And thank u cards for gangyi and gerald! YES I NEED TO START LIKE NOW.
I feel damn lazy nowadays. Im tired again. Im excited! About the next few days! Lunch w my 2bodyguards! haha. But damn sian ben coming back cant eat w them ): Dinner with pei! Friday willbe timbre w east temps! Sat morning gym? haha. Then renunion dinner! Omg! monday new yr! Tues camwhoring with van and ali! (: Wed meeting pris and mich! Maybe going ben's hse.
Hopefully my candidate will accept the offer. ): PRAY PRAY. Feels gulity today.
Today damn depressing. ): Work was okay. But there are few ppl around to make work much much better!
I hope u will stay. ): But i understand. PLEASE TAKE CARE
I feel damn lazy nowadays. Im tired again. Im excited! About the next few days! Lunch w my 2bodyguards! haha. But damn sian ben coming back cant eat w them ): Dinner with pei! Friday willbe timbre w east temps! Sat morning gym? haha. Then renunion dinner! Omg! monday new yr! Tues camwhoring with van and ali! (: Wed meeting pris and mich! Maybe going ben's hse.
Hopefully my candidate will accept the offer. ): PRAY PRAY. Feels gulity today.
Today damn depressing. ): Work was okay. But there are few ppl around to make work much much better!
I hope u will stay. ): But i understand. PLEASE TAKE CARE
Monday, February 8, 2010
Oh man. IM EXCITED ABOUT BINTAN! (: (: GOING W PRIS AND MICHELLE! YEAH! Im doing the planning! Hopefully can go! (:
THE SUN, THE BEACH, THE SEA! OMG OMG OMG! EXCITING RIGHT.
Went to the gym today w Spencer danny and sandy. Didnt do much. Not shiok enough. Not v used to the gym there. quite smelly and small. Prefer my own one. (:
Shall go there soon.
Oh some bastard make me angry during work. He sucks la. Started missing Ben Tim and shane. ):
GAH. WANTED SWALLOW THAT BASTARD. Omg. SO ANGRY. Felt better bitching it to pris. Thanks pris for always being there! (:
Lucnh was good! (: We shall go there more often! I love eating with Pris and mich! (;
Dinner w Spencer tmrw! haha. Nv had a good talk w him already. He and his LP!
Im still excited over bintan. (: gonna have a good rest and a good tan! (:
Lovely!
Nice plans for this week. Tmrw dinner w Spencer, Wed w vanessa,thurs with pris and mich, timbre on friday with the rest! (: Sat will be new yr right. Wanna go gym in the morning! Hopefully can wake up.
NEED TO BUY 2 BDAY PRESENTS!
THE SUN, THE BEACH, THE SEA! OMG OMG OMG! EXCITING RIGHT.
Went to the gym today w Spencer danny and sandy. Didnt do much. Not shiok enough. Not v used to the gym there. quite smelly and small. Prefer my own one. (:
Shall go there soon.
Oh some bastard make me angry during work. He sucks la. Started missing Ben Tim and shane. ):
GAH. WANTED SWALLOW THAT BASTARD. Omg. SO ANGRY. Felt better bitching it to pris. Thanks pris for always being there! (:
Lucnh was good! (: We shall go there more often! I love eating with Pris and mich! (;
Dinner w Spencer tmrw! haha. Nv had a good talk w him already. He and his LP!
Im still excited over bintan. (: gonna have a good rest and a good tan! (:
Lovely!
Nice plans for this week. Tmrw dinner w Spencer, Wed w vanessa,thurs with pris and mich, timbre on friday with the rest! (: Sat will be new yr right. Wanna go gym in the morning! Hopefully can wake up.
NEED TO BUY 2 BDAY PRESENTS!
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Tired. v v v v tired.Deprived of energy to talk. Haha. I just need food! LOL
Weekends was well-spent (: But still to short lah.
Friday night went to eat HK cafe w Michelle and Shane. DAMN NICE! haha. We ordered sooooooooooo much food lah. First time ordering soooo much. We ordered a sandwich for each!Shane ordered some magee mee like noodles then we ordered,egg tarts,fried dumpling, some vege dumpling, spring rolls to share!We ordereddrinks too la. OMG! But it was really nice! (:
I was v v tired! So we went hm early. IM SORRY GUYS FOR RUINING FRIDAY NIGHT! ):
Okay Thurs was v v v tiring too! Went for sleeepovvver at Justin's hse! Og11 rocks man! After 2 yrs still so close! (: We had lots of fun!!! Steamboat, games, chat roulette( a little), poker, sllleeeeep, harrypotter!
I slept a lot already! haha. but still damn tired. Evrybody in the office noticed i was damn cuion friday la!
I love og 11. (: PLEASE MEET UP SOON! next meet up will be before the april army intakes! (:Or maybe CNY!
Sat was spent with FAMILY! (: (: Went out to shop shop w Van! Then went back to ahma house! Beck and lik wong are back from Aust! (: Slacked around and went prawning at Ecp! Cai wei jiejie droved! The place was okay. Might consider goingback again. Had fun bitching, insulting, making fun of this bitch! Okay la. We are not evil ppl okay! \This bitch bullied Likwong and shaun la. Kids also want to bully! Idiot cheena pok!
Watched some random stranger play soccer while waiting for them to BBQ the prawns. One of them v gd looking. Haha. NONO! I shldnt prey on other guys when my SEQ in army. haha.
Went back hm at 4plus am. Damn tired.Bathed and slept. Woked up in the afternoon today. I had 3 missed calls from this weird number. Haha. After i join RE, i feel damn scared to see unknown numbers calling me as this reminds me of work! I didnt call back. After a while this number called back, didnt want to answer! haha. but i did, it was Gerald. My sister's friend. A nice guy asking me about work.
Relaxed and went to hanee's hse! We cycled to ecp then changi beach and back! V tiring.Was hungry, sleepy and bored. haha.
Sorry Hanee for not talking much today! I dont talk much when im tired. haah.V sleepy today.
Have to buy a couple of stuffs before Bike rally. The straw and gloves!
Had Subway! damn damn full! Gym tmrw? Gah.I think i will be tooo tired.
I LOVE CHANGI BEACH! V QUIET AND NICE! (: IM SO GOING THERE TO REST EEVRY WEEKEND! (: ANYONE WANNA GO W ME? Going there to run, sleep, relax. LOVE THE SCENERY, SUN, SEA, WIND, GRASS,SAND! OMG! GOING THERE AFTER CNY?! LOVE IT! (:
Idiot yucky irritating fat asshole! U SUCK LA BITCH! OMG. If i wanna fight and compete w you, I FREAKING HELL WILL NOT LOSE. Im confident to get that back and make u cry! I will get it back, play it for a while and throw it away in front of u! But too bad. I lost interest in what u have now. Omg. Thats like my old toy. I wouldnt want to spend my time to get it back from u. Its smeelly dirty and worthless. But please rmb, if u get on my nerves, i will make u cry. I will. Get that back and throw it away in front of u. Dont believe? Try me.
Weekends was well-spent (: But still to short lah.
Friday night went to eat HK cafe w Michelle and Shane. DAMN NICE! haha. We ordered sooooooooooo much food lah. First time ordering soooo much. We ordered a sandwich for each!Shane ordered some magee mee like noodles then we ordered,egg tarts,fried dumpling, some vege dumpling, spring rolls to share!We ordereddrinks too la. OMG! But it was really nice! (:
I was v v tired! So we went hm early. IM SORRY GUYS FOR RUINING FRIDAY NIGHT! ):
Okay Thurs was v v v tiring too! Went for sleeepovvver at Justin's hse! Og11 rocks man! After 2 yrs still so close! (: We had lots of fun!!! Steamboat, games, chat roulette( a little), poker, sllleeeeep, harrypotter!
I slept a lot already! haha. but still damn tired. Evrybody in the office noticed i was damn cuion friday la!
I love og 11. (: PLEASE MEET UP SOON! next meet up will be before the april army intakes! (:Or maybe CNY!
Sat was spent with FAMILY! (: (: Went out to shop shop w Van! Then went back to ahma house! Beck and lik wong are back from Aust! (: Slacked around and went prawning at Ecp! Cai wei jiejie droved! The place was okay. Might consider goingback again. Had fun bitching, insulting, making fun of this bitch! Okay la. We are not evil ppl okay! \This bitch bullied Likwong and shaun la. Kids also want to bully! Idiot cheena pok!
Watched some random stranger play soccer while waiting for them to BBQ the prawns. One of them v gd looking. Haha. NONO! I shldnt prey on other guys when my SEQ in army. haha.
Went back hm at 4plus am. Damn tired.Bathed and slept. Woked up in the afternoon today. I had 3 missed calls from this weird number. Haha. After i join RE, i feel damn scared to see unknown numbers calling me as this reminds me of work! I didnt call back. After a while this number called back, didnt want to answer! haha. but i did, it was Gerald. My sister's friend. A nice guy asking me about work.
Relaxed and went to hanee's hse! We cycled to ecp then changi beach and back! V tiring.Was hungry, sleepy and bored. haha.
Sorry Hanee for not talking much today! I dont talk much when im tired. haah.V sleepy today.
Have to buy a couple of stuffs before Bike rally. The straw and gloves!
Had Subway! damn damn full! Gym tmrw? Gah.I think i will be tooo tired.
I LOVE CHANGI BEACH! V QUIET AND NICE! (: IM SO GOING THERE TO REST EEVRY WEEKEND! (: ANYONE WANNA GO W ME? Going there to run, sleep, relax. LOVE THE SCENERY, SUN, SEA, WIND, GRASS,SAND! OMG! GOING THERE AFTER CNY?! LOVE IT! (:
Idiot yucky irritating fat asshole! U SUCK LA BITCH! OMG. If i wanna fight and compete w you, I FREAKING HELL WILL NOT LOSE. Im confident to get that back and make u cry! I will get it back, play it for a while and throw it away in front of u! But too bad. I lost interest in what u have now. Omg. Thats like my old toy. I wouldnt want to spend my time to get it back from u. Its smeelly dirty and worthless. But please rmb, if u get on my nerves, i will make u cry. I will. Get that back and throw it away in front of u. Dont believe? Try me.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Monday, February 1, 2010
Stop pushing. IT isnt funny or whatsoever. Im really pissed. Please stop joking at this timing la. I was really fucked up and sad and pissed and i was crying like a mad cow. AND U STILL PLAY SUCH A JOKE ON ME. Being childish and whatever. FUCK U! Im really pissed. And rest assured, i wont ever ask u again!
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Im thinking. Thinking of leaving. Somehow i just lost all my strength. Is it because of her? Ignoring me, wanting to quit, saying mean things, not wanting to listen to how i feel. Maybe its her. I just dont wanna lose a friend. or im just sad that my job will make me lose a v v v v good friend.
My mental isnt strong. Having gone thru so much fuck shit in my life,jc crap and a lot of rubbish,my mental is still v v weak.
Thoughts of giving up. Thoughts of just hiding somewhere and dont care about everything. ): Hiding somewhere like a loser and just ignoring evrything.
I need ppl to wake me up and show me the right way. I dont know who to approach and who to confide to . Ben is being a bastard. I dont know how to tell spencer. The rest of the ppl i just dont know how to tell them too. Shld i go? Shld i push on and stay on? Sigh.
Im tired. I just wanna run away from evrything.
I really hope you will come now and pull me away from all this shit.
My mental isnt strong. Having gone thru so much fuck shit in my life,jc crap and a lot of rubbish,my mental is still v v weak.
Thoughts of giving up. Thoughts of just hiding somewhere and dont care about everything. ): Hiding somewhere like a loser and just ignoring evrything.
I need ppl to wake me up and show me the right way. I dont know who to approach and who to confide to . Ben is being a bastard. I dont know how to tell spencer. The rest of the ppl i just dont know how to tell them too. Shld i go? Shld i push on and stay on? Sigh.
Im tired. I just wanna run away from evrything.
I really hope you will come now and pull me away from all this shit.
Friday, January 29, 2010
Damn tiring week. V v v v tired and bored of work. Work was okay but got scolded so badly by rene cause of my fucked up candidates. Gosh. Whats their fucking problem man. Kids nowadays just dont think of the consequences.
V v v pissed. I was screaming at the stairway while talking to alvin, pris and xiu over the phone. Vulgarities just kept coming out when i spoke to xiu. Im so sorry dear. But i was really v v v v v v v pissed. ): GAH
Supposed to go find coco and the rest. But i didnt go. Felt v guilty too. I really wasnt in the mood and i didnt want to pang seh Spencer.
Spencer and i went to eat at this Hk cafe. I complained and complained about work and my candidates!
Damn damn angry! Had a happy dinner with SPencer. then went to meet lance ben germaine and matthew. They ate at NYDC while we sat there and stone. The food looks damn nice loh! Next time i want go Nydc to eat too! and spencer promise to treat me to a meal after we get out pay! Yeah! haha
Slacked around while waiting for our show to start at 12am! Omg right. SO bored, tired and we talked cock and took pictures! Had fun!
The show was okay! Watched 14blades! DONNIE YEN IS DAMN HOTPLEASE! YA YA HE IS OLD! But he still damn hot please. Was quite disappointed with the fighting scenes. Too little and too fake! Donnie Yen didnt get a chance to show his damn cool martial art moves la!
Supposed to go tim's office today. Overslept! Cause i reached hm at around4am! Took the night rider back! So sad lah! took it alone cause i was the only one staying in the east! Hq wasnt there to share cab w me! Spencer didnt come w his bicycle to fetch me as he promised! haha
Fell asleep on the night rider. Luckily i woke up when the bus was around simei area. GAH! When im at simei i thought of Eighteen chef food! Supposed to go w ben that day one loh. IM CRAVING FOR EIGHTEEN CHEF's FOOD LA! ):
Supposed to go shopping today w Van. Haha. but both of us overslept! Im crazily looking at stuffs to buy online. GOSH im in love with this Coach wallet la! $400 plus. 0.0 My half a month pay! I WANNA GIVE TUITION! ANYBODY WANT ME TO TEACH!?!?
So many things i wanna buy! I need money! Okay i shall give tuition after i get my results!
Dinner with C3 later! (: Long time nv meet them already. Tmrw will be meeting up w stef! (: then at night we will be having our long awaited og11 dinner! (:
My legs are so tired from wearing heels that i dont feel like running today. Omg.
V v v pissed. I was screaming at the stairway while talking to alvin, pris and xiu over the phone. Vulgarities just kept coming out when i spoke to xiu. Im so sorry dear. But i was really v v v v v v v pissed. ): GAH
Supposed to go find coco and the rest. But i didnt go. Felt v guilty too. I really wasnt in the mood and i didnt want to pang seh Spencer.
Spencer and i went to eat at this Hk cafe. I complained and complained about work and my candidates!
Damn damn angry! Had a happy dinner with SPencer. then went to meet lance ben germaine and matthew. They ate at NYDC while we sat there and stone. The food looks damn nice loh! Next time i want go Nydc to eat too! and spencer promise to treat me to a meal after we get out pay! Yeah! haha
Slacked around while waiting for our show to start at 12am! Omg right. SO bored, tired and we talked cock and took pictures! Had fun!
The show was okay! Watched 14blades! DONNIE YEN IS DAMN HOTPLEASE! YA YA HE IS OLD! But he still damn hot please. Was quite disappointed with the fighting scenes. Too little and too fake! Donnie Yen didnt get a chance to show his damn cool martial art moves la!
Supposed to go tim's office today. Overslept! Cause i reached hm at around4am! Took the night rider back! So sad lah! took it alone cause i was the only one staying in the east! Hq wasnt there to share cab w me! Spencer didnt come w his bicycle to fetch me as he promised! haha
Fell asleep on the night rider. Luckily i woke up when the bus was around simei area. GAH! When im at simei i thought of Eighteen chef food! Supposed to go w ben that day one loh. IM CRAVING FOR EIGHTEEN CHEF's FOOD LA! ):
Supposed to go shopping today w Van. Haha. but both of us overslept! Im crazily looking at stuffs to buy online. GOSH im in love with this Coach wallet la! $400 plus. 0.0 My half a month pay! I WANNA GIVE TUITION! ANYBODY WANT ME TO TEACH!?!?
So many things i wanna buy! I need money! Okay i shall give tuition after i get my results!
Dinner with C3 later! (: Long time nv meet them already. Tmrw will be meeting up w stef! (: then at night we will be having our long awaited og11 dinner! (:
My legs are so tired from wearing heels that i dont feel like running today. Omg.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
I want to eat icecream ikea meatballs and cheesecake and seafood rings nuggets chocolate moose grapes strawberries apples pineapples pastamania pasta de waraku brownies from billy bombers swensens spagettii and sourdough 49gers sticky chewy chocolate fried rice from din tai fung kfc cococnut pie fish and co fried calamari pizza hut pizza salted popcorn milky hello panda marche's pineapple and lemon juice and ham and mushroom and cheese creepe mos burger fries.
GOSH. GREEDY PIG. ): ): SATISFY ALL MY CRAVINGS PLS!
GOSH. GREEDY PIG. ): ): SATISFY ALL MY CRAVINGS PLS!
Saturday, January 23, 2010
I am angry w myself. I hate myself for being like that. ): But how. I cant stop that feeling! ): Come on idiot. PLEASE WAKE UP! ):
I FELT V V V V V SORRY FOR NOT GOING TO ECP W THEM.
It was a v last min decision to chiong to watch the movie. I was really v v v v v v v v guilty. ): ): ): ): ):
Regretted movie-ing w them too. The show sucks. Im a lousy friend ah. i dont know whats on my mind when i promised them i will go over. IM SORRRY FOR NOT GOING TO ECP TO CYCLE. hate myself.
Im feeling fucked up now. V v v guilty and upset. Cause i miss them leh. ): Then i always dont know how to say NO to my friends when they ask me for a favour. ): For today when fiona ask me to go over cause of the extra tickets and dont want to waste $$, i dont know how to say NO when i reeally wanted to go ECP. ):
Met up w bazzzz for dinner. Shopped like hell. YES SOMEONE PLS STOP ME FROM SHOPPING. I bought so much from topshop la. Im now a member. haha. Roughly know how much i spent?
I am changing my dressing style. Haha. FROM Tshirt and Fbts to something else. haha. Skirt and dresses? I hope i can survive eh.
I just spent so much of my hard earned $$ lah.
Tired.
I FELT V V V V V SORRY FOR NOT GOING TO ECP W THEM.
It was a v last min decision to chiong to watch the movie. I was really v v v v v v v v guilty. ): ): ): ): ):
Regretted movie-ing w them too. The show sucks. Im a lousy friend ah. i dont know whats on my mind when i promised them i will go over. IM SORRRY FOR NOT GOING TO ECP TO CYCLE. hate myself.
Im feeling fucked up now. V v v guilty and upset. Cause i miss them leh. ): Then i always dont know how to say NO to my friends when they ask me for a favour. ): For today when fiona ask me to go over cause of the extra tickets and dont want to waste $$, i dont know how to say NO when i reeally wanted to go ECP. ):
Met up w bazzzz for dinner. Shopped like hell. YES SOMEONE PLS STOP ME FROM SHOPPING. I bought so much from topshop la. Im now a member. haha. Roughly know how much i spent?
I am changing my dressing style. Haha. FROM Tshirt and Fbts to something else. haha. Skirt and dresses? I hope i can survive eh.
I just spent so much of my hard earned $$ lah.
Tired.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Im sick ):
only 2 weeks and im drained.
Thanks a lot to spencer and my brothers in RE, they became my motivation to go to work! But now my body is so weak to go to work.
Ystd when out w lovely ppl! Went for Zhi Char near my hse!Nv eaten there before although its near my hse.
Went for a run before that. became slightly darker i think.
I want to buy a lot of stuffs. Went to topshop and topman ystd. So many things i wanna buy. ): But have to save $$ for taiwan.
IM V EXCITED ABOUT TAIWAN! (: GAH. IM GOING TO SHOP THERE LIKE HELL! AND EAT A LOT A LOT A LOT! (:
Really hope siew hoon can go! If not only left 3 ppl! Maybe joining my RE friend and his friends there too.
MY MOTIVATION FOR THIS WEEK's WORK- Sat meeting lovely girls for picnic at ECP! (: Sunday training w hanee and flora for bike rally!
I must recover! Panadol is not working. ):
only 2 weeks and im drained.
Thanks a lot to spencer and my brothers in RE, they became my motivation to go to work! But now my body is so weak to go to work.
Ystd when out w lovely ppl! Went for Zhi Char near my hse!Nv eaten there before although its near my hse.
Went for a run before that. became slightly darker i think.
I want to buy a lot of stuffs. Went to topshop and topman ystd. So many things i wanna buy. ): But have to save $$ for taiwan.
IM V EXCITED ABOUT TAIWAN! (: GAH. IM GOING TO SHOP THERE LIKE HELL! AND EAT A LOT A LOT A LOT! (:
Really hope siew hoon can go! If not only left 3 ppl! Maybe joining my RE friend and his friends there too.
MY MOTIVATION FOR THIS WEEK's WORK- Sat meeting lovely girls for picnic at ECP! (: Sunday training w hanee and flora for bike rally!
I must recover! Panadol is not working. ):
Friday, January 15, 2010
Today was happy. Not because working became fun. It had nv been fun and will nv be fun.
I was waiting today. For something to happen. and if it does, im so going to explode and release all my anger. It didnt happen and i was sort of disappointed.
I was happy today cause nice ppl made me laugh like hell. When was the last time i laughed so hard that i cannot stop? Thanks Spencer! (: You are my Brother cum girlfriend! (: thank you for making me laugh so hard and forget work for a short short while.
I feel happy cause i talked to pris today, spencer made me laugh so hard and Ben and Danny came back. I ATE GOOD FOOD AND BEN AND JERRY's! (:
WEEKENDS! (: SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP! SO MUCH CATCHING UP TO DO! im tired and sick of going to work.
MOTIVATION! I NEED LOTS OF MOTIVATION!
Step up, chin up, block out and keep moving on till the end. 2 weeks down, 22 more to go.
WAN TING U MUST JIAYOU! NV LET URSELF GIVE UP AGAIN. Push on! Next week will be hell. I know. Thinking about next week makes me scared.
Like how i always did. Motivate ppl but actually deep inside im scared.
I was waiting today. For something to happen. and if it does, im so going to explode and release all my anger. It didnt happen and i was sort of disappointed.
I was happy today cause nice ppl made me laugh like hell. When was the last time i laughed so hard that i cannot stop? Thanks Spencer! (: You are my Brother cum girlfriend! (: thank you for making me laugh so hard and forget work for a short short while.
I feel happy cause i talked to pris today, spencer made me laugh so hard and Ben and Danny came back. I ATE GOOD FOOD AND BEN AND JERRY's! (:
WEEKENDS! (: SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP! SO MUCH CATCHING UP TO DO! im tired and sick of going to work.
MOTIVATION! I NEED LOTS OF MOTIVATION!
Step up, chin up, block out and keep moving on till the end. 2 weeks down, 22 more to go.
WAN TING U MUST JIAYOU! NV LET URSELF GIVE UP AGAIN. Push on! Next week will be hell. I know. Thinking about next week makes me scared.
Like how i always did. Motivate ppl but actually deep inside im scared.
Monday, January 11, 2010
TODAY WAS A HAPPY DAY. (: I shall not say why. (:
I think i've wild imagination. Even thinking about it makes me happy! (:
Not forgetting the stupid nightmare i had. But i was still v happy thinking about something. haha. (:
Met up w jo baz huiling for dinner. Went to Fish at T1. Not that nice leh. Prefer fish and co.
I think i've wild imagination. Even thinking about it makes me happy! (:
Not forgetting the stupid nightmare i had. But i was still v happy thinking about something. haha. (:
Met up w jo baz huiling for dinner. Went to Fish at T1. Not that nice leh. Prefer fish and co.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
A very tiring weekend! Only slept for less than 10 hours for the two nights. CAME BACK FROM SLEEPOVER. Enjoyed myself w them. so long nv meet them already.
Watched videos, movies, stalked ppl on their blogs and fb. haha. LETS PLAN SLEEPOVER AGAIN! (:
the next day wanted to go ecp for picnic loh. but they lazy ah. hhaha. So we ended up eating and watching tv at hm. But i was bent on going ecp. haha. So i called hanee. and we went! we cycled! (:
We cycled to changi! (: Took lots of pictures. and chionged back from Changi to ecp to return my bike. DAMN TIRING! haha. But damn fun! We sort of competed w this stupid guy.Dont like us to overtake him. So we chionged all the way and overtook that guy! haha.
We walked back from ecp to bedok cause hanee brought her bike. WE GOT LOST. ): haha. Walked for like 2 hrs. ): Luckily he knows the way. If not we will die there loh. We walked the opposite direction at the start. THANK U FOR SAVING US! (:
Went to hawker and eat. DAmn late loh. We reached the hawker at around 9plus! I had pineapple and green apple juice. Damn nice! haha.
So tired on my bus ride back.YAY! Im meeting liy baz and jo tmrw! (: AND PEALYN NEO next tues. Running on wed after work.Have to find someone to run w me. Mummy wont allow to run alone at night. always have to run after i meet pearlyn! haha. She is my goodfoodbuddy! haha. I NEED HAPPY FOOD NOW PLEASE. Lets go eat nice cakes okay!
I hate sunday nights. Work sucks. I need motivation. I lost all my determination! ): MR EARTHQUAKE! please give me motivation! Like how i always got it from u that made me continue 2yrs of shit.
Im tired. ):
Watched videos, movies, stalked ppl on their blogs and fb. haha. LETS PLAN SLEEPOVER AGAIN! (:
the next day wanted to go ecp for picnic loh. but they lazy ah. hhaha. So we ended up eating and watching tv at hm. But i was bent on going ecp. haha. So i called hanee. and we went! we cycled! (:
We cycled to changi! (: Took lots of pictures. and chionged back from Changi to ecp to return my bike. DAMN TIRING! haha. But damn fun! We sort of competed w this stupid guy.Dont like us to overtake him. So we chionged all the way and overtook that guy! haha.
We walked back from ecp to bedok cause hanee brought her bike. WE GOT LOST. ): haha. Walked for like 2 hrs. ): Luckily he knows the way. If not we will die there loh. We walked the opposite direction at the start. THANK U FOR SAVING US! (:
Went to hawker and eat. DAmn late loh. We reached the hawker at around 9plus! I had pineapple and green apple juice. Damn nice! haha.
So tired on my bus ride back.YAY! Im meeting liy baz and jo tmrw! (: AND PEALYN NEO next tues. Running on wed after work.Have to find someone to run w me. Mummy wont allow to run alone at night. always have to run after i meet pearlyn! haha. She is my goodfoodbuddy! haha. I NEED HAPPY FOOD NOW PLEASE. Lets go eat nice cakes okay!
I hate sunday nights. Work sucks. I need motivation. I lost all my determination! ): MR EARTHQUAKE! please give me motivation! Like how i always got it from u that made me continue 2yrs of shit.
Im tired. ):
Friday, January 8, 2010
Came back from Tim's 21st bday party. Soooooo tired.
At pasir ris chalet. North and east ppl went. Had fun. ate talk drank.
Gosh.1st time i drink so much w ppl i just know. haha. Xiu always warn me not to drink in front of guys or ppl you just know. Luckily i know my limit and didnt get wasted in front of my workmates. haha
A few of them got so drunk theat they started vomiting big time. 0.0 I almost vomitted while helping this guy clean his vomit. 0.0
I drank slightly more cause i wasnt feeling happy ystd. Work sucks man. ): Im preparing to get sacked next week. I WANT FREEDOM. Im quite sure w my experience i can find a btter job leh.
Tj open house today. Didnt go. Gah. But i miss him leh. Hope hanee sees her numbers today.
going jojo's hse for sleepover today. M'sia trip cancelled cause pearlyn neo sick ): please take care alright!
Sunday shld be going Ecp to sun tan and play and cycle! I miss yun dan and jo. ): I NEED SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO MY SCREAMS AND COMPLAINS. I NEED SHOULDERS TO LIE ON WHEN IM SAD. ): FINALLY CAN MEET THEM AND COMPLAIN OVERNIGHT ABOUT MY WORK!
Ben is gone! Hope he is feeling better now! friend, if u are sad go train! u will feel better.
Im hungry now. Shld go look for FOOOD!
At pasir ris chalet. North and east ppl went. Had fun. ate talk drank.
Gosh.1st time i drink so much w ppl i just know. haha. Xiu always warn me not to drink in front of guys or ppl you just know. Luckily i know my limit and didnt get wasted in front of my workmates. haha
A few of them got so drunk theat they started vomiting big time. 0.0 I almost vomitted while helping this guy clean his vomit. 0.0
I drank slightly more cause i wasnt feeling happy ystd. Work sucks man. ): Im preparing to get sacked next week. I WANT FREEDOM. Im quite sure w my experience i can find a btter job leh.
Tj open house today. Didnt go. Gah. But i miss him leh. Hope hanee sees her numbers today.
going jojo's hse for sleepover today. M'sia trip cancelled cause pearlyn neo sick ): please take care alright!
Sunday shld be going Ecp to sun tan and play and cycle! I miss yun dan and jo. ): I NEED SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO MY SCREAMS AND COMPLAINS. I NEED SHOULDERS TO LIE ON WHEN IM SAD. ): FINALLY CAN MEET THEM AND COMPLAIN OVERNIGHT ABOUT MY WORK!
Ben is gone! Hope he is feeling better now! friend, if u are sad go train! u will feel better.
Im hungry now. Shld go look for FOOOD!
Thursday, January 7, 2010
OH OH OH GOD. ):
He is going in soon. ): CANT EVEN SEE HIM IN SCH IF I GO BACK NEXT TIME. GOSH
He sounded hurt. Wonder which idiot made him hurt. ):
GOSH MY onlyone IS SAD. ): but i cant do anything.
WHY NOW. WHY NOW WHEN IM FEELING SO SAD . ):
YESYES. I KNOW WHAT I NEED NOW. I need to punch someone to release my fucking anger bottled up from MONDAY.
He is going in soon. ): CANT EVEN SEE HIM IN SCH IF I GO BACK NEXT TIME. GOSH
He sounded hurt. Wonder which idiot made him hurt. ):
GOSH MY onlyone IS SAD. ): but i cant do anything.
WHY NOW. WHY NOW WHEN IM FEELING SO SAD . ):
YESYES. I KNOW WHAT I NEED NOW. I need to punch someone to release my fucking anger bottled up from MONDAY.
IM ANGRY! I AM SAD! I HATE WORK! I dont understand why do they discriminate. Felt so insulted. THEY WERE INDIRECTLY INSULTING MY FRIENDS! ): Felt like crying today. );
I felt so GAHHHHH TODAY! ): I need to complain and scream it out! Thank u hanee for listening.
And sundown made me feel better. BUT NO MORE 42Km! Haha. Im going for 10k one again!(:
Friends make my life better. I need lots of happy food cause work sucks. ):
TMRW SLEEPOVER AT YUNYUN's HSE OR JOJO's hse!
SUNDAY M'sia TRIP! (:
monday will be work again. Ohgosh. 4days down, 116 more to go! Yes yes! think of 6 bucks per hr-.-. think of shopping. Think of helping my nice mentor increase her sales!
OHOH! i met hoon today! Ate pasta and bought lots of clothes. haha. ANGRY MA. need retail therapy! Bought2 tops and 2 dresses! wanted to buy one more. but so ex leh. Then too short.
FELT HAPPIER AFTER SHOPPING and TALKING TO HOON! Thank u for the cute stuffs u bought from taiwan!
I felt so GAHHHHH TODAY! ): I need to complain and scream it out! Thank u hanee for listening.
And sundown made me feel better. BUT NO MORE 42Km! Haha. Im going for 10k one again!(:
Friends make my life better. I need lots of happy food cause work sucks. ):
TMRW SLEEPOVER AT YUNYUN's HSE OR JOJO's hse!
SUNDAY M'sia TRIP! (:
monday will be work again. Ohgosh. 4days down, 116 more to go! Yes yes! think of 6 bucks per hr-.-. think of shopping. Think of helping my nice mentor increase her sales!
OHOH! i met hoon today! Ate pasta and bought lots of clothes. haha. ANGRY MA. need retail therapy! Bought2 tops and 2 dresses! wanted to buy one more. but so ex leh. Then too short.
FELT HAPPIER AFTER SHOPPING and TALKING TO HOON! Thank u for the cute stuffs u bought from taiwan!
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Work is fine, but slightly boring lah. Yes. TAN WAN TING CANT WORK OFFICE WORK LAH. I cant sit for the whole day pls. Plus my new name is called Ashley.Wth right. Some tradition of my company must have eng name.
TAN WAN TING IS SUCH A NICE NAME LOH! haha.
Work is tiring and its sort of competitve in a way. I nv really like jobs like that. I like fast paced jobs but not competitve in the way that u compete w ur workmates( who will be ur friends). 3days and im regretting slightly for taking up this job.
Luckily i've nice workmates there. My mentor is great and patient. Im such a stupid and slow learner lah. then im supppppppppeeer messsy. THANK U A LOT! (: Other ppl have been really nice too. Enjoyed the 2 dinners with them. (:
GOSH GOSH. IM MISSING MY FRIENDS BIG TIME. ): I MISS KOH SIEW HOON AND BAZ AND LIY AND JO AND HANEE AND ST AND PEARL AND DANNY AND ZY AND ALVIN AND KENNETH AND ALICIA AND PEI YU!( sorry if i missed out anyone).
Went back hm after dinner. hoon called! Talked to her for almost an hour. waited at the lift lobby and talked for so long cause lift no reception and we had soooooo much to talk about. Haven seen her for like 2 weeks or something but im starting to miss her a lot.I've so much to tell her, so much to bitch to her about.
Hope i can survive 6 mths of heels, make up, stress work, 630am every morning, crowded mrt evryday. So much for 6bucks per hr.
SHLD HAVE GONE FOR TEACHING INTERN! ): MY ONLY ONE IS THERE LOH. Ya im missing him. Haha. HANEE CONFIRM ALSO MISS ONE LOH. Use to see him like evryday.( days we dont pon sch haha). Hanee confirm miss night study, i will miss econs lect and common lunch and walking pass canteen evrymorning.
When im in sch i was dying to get out. Now im missing sch.
My muay thai stuffs still in sch loh. Must be rotting somewhere.I shall go back someday then can see my earthquake! ^^
TAN WAN TING IS SUCH A NICE NAME LOH! haha.
Work is tiring and its sort of competitve in a way. I nv really like jobs like that. I like fast paced jobs but not competitve in the way that u compete w ur workmates( who will be ur friends). 3days and im regretting slightly for taking up this job.
Luckily i've nice workmates there. My mentor is great and patient. Im such a stupid and slow learner lah. then im supppppppppeeer messsy. THANK U A LOT! (: Other ppl have been really nice too. Enjoyed the 2 dinners with them. (:
GOSH GOSH. IM MISSING MY FRIENDS BIG TIME. ): I MISS KOH SIEW HOON AND BAZ AND LIY AND JO AND HANEE AND ST AND PEARL AND DANNY AND ZY AND ALVIN AND KENNETH AND ALICIA AND PEI YU!( sorry if i missed out anyone).
Went back hm after dinner. hoon called! Talked to her for almost an hour. waited at the lift lobby and talked for so long cause lift no reception and we had soooooo much to talk about. Haven seen her for like 2 weeks or something but im starting to miss her a lot.I've so much to tell her, so much to bitch to her about.
Hope i can survive 6 mths of heels, make up, stress work, 630am every morning, crowded mrt evryday. So much for 6bucks per hr.
SHLD HAVE GONE FOR TEACHING INTERN! ): MY ONLY ONE IS THERE LOH. Ya im missing him. Haha. HANEE CONFIRM ALSO MISS ONE LOH. Use to see him like evryday.( days we dont pon sch haha). Hanee confirm miss night study, i will miss econs lect and common lunch and walking pass canteen evrymorning.
When im in sch i was dying to get out. Now im missing sch.
My muay thai stuffs still in sch loh. Must be rotting somewhere.I shall go back someday then can see my earthquake! ^^
Sunday, January 3, 2010
HELLO HAPPY 2010! (: a bit late.
31dec went to countdown with Hanee and family and St! Okay. It was v v v boring. Haha. Lucky the tic was free. If not so stupid lah. lol. All the performances suck. ): Sort of stoned for the whole night. haha.
But before going for the Countdown2010 at Marina Bay, went to shop! haha. BOUGHT LOTS OF STUFFS. Bought a pair of slippers from Accessorize and lots of stuff from Body Shop. (:
Then after the count down went to hanne's hse to watch movie. haha. St and me didnt sleep for the whole night. I slept at 8plus am, she slept at 10plus lah. haha. YEAH! HAD ROTI PRATA FOR LUNCH. Finally satisfied my cravings! (:
Yesterday.
Wentfor Muaythai gathering. Quite okay. Went to Thaipan for lunch!!! THE FOOD V NICE! haha. I shall bring besties there and try one day! Then went to play pool. Yeah. i still suck at playing pool. Haha. I prefer to play spot the difference. lol.
Then went to meet Pearlyn! YES SHE MADE ME WALK FOR 40MINS! Haha. SORRY THE SURPRISE U ALL PLANNED DIDNT WORK OUT! ): lol.
YA AND WHY BUY ME BALlOONS! Okay there are quite a lot of things i dislike! ( Balloons! Cartoon related stuffs!( ALthough im still crazy over Huxin and friends) Real Flowers! All the glass or crystal stuuffs for display!) YUPP BUT I STILL APPRECIATE U ALL FOR SPENDING $$ FOR BUYING THE BALLOONS!
But i really liked the DIY sushi set! haha. THANK U! I CAN MAKE SUSHI TO WORK! and i can play it with KohSiewHoon! haha. (: THANK U FRIENDS!
Okay im starting work tmrw! Haha. OKAY FRIENDS! LOOK FOR ME IF U ALL WANT A JOB! (: im working as a Recruit Consultant. Can help u all look for jobs! haha.
6mths. IM WORKING FOR 6mths leh. ): CAN ASK ME OUT FOR DINNER OKAY!
My new Year resolutions!
1) Save $3000 of my 6mths pay!( possible? still have to go Taiwan! )
2) WORK REALLY HARD TO EAN MORE COMMISSION!
3) LOSE WEIGHT. -.- ( lose 5kg in 6mths?)
4) KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ALL MY FRIENDS! (:
5) BOND W MY FAMILY!
6) Plans for my future shop.(:- FOUND 2 PARTNERS YSTD! (:
7) WORK REALLY HARD WHEN I GET INTO UNI! (:
8) BE MORE GIRLY! GAH.
9) BE NICER TO EVERYBODY!
10) CONTROL MY TMEPER!):
11) HAVE A HEALTHY DIET!
12) Learn drawing!
13) Continue w my MuayThai!
14) GO GYMMING OFTEN! (:
15) STOP SPENDING SO MUCH $$! Dont be an impluse shopper!
16) LEARN COOKING!
31dec went to countdown with Hanee and family and St! Okay. It was v v v boring. Haha. Lucky the tic was free. If not so stupid lah. lol. All the performances suck. ): Sort of stoned for the whole night. haha.
But before going for the Countdown2010 at Marina Bay, went to shop! haha. BOUGHT LOTS OF STUFFS. Bought a pair of slippers from Accessorize and lots of stuff from Body Shop. (:
Then after the count down went to hanne's hse to watch movie. haha. St and me didnt sleep for the whole night. I slept at 8plus am, she slept at 10plus lah. haha. YEAH! HAD ROTI PRATA FOR LUNCH. Finally satisfied my cravings! (:
Yesterday.
Wentfor Muaythai gathering. Quite okay. Went to Thaipan for lunch!!! THE FOOD V NICE! haha. I shall bring besties there and try one day! Then went to play pool. Yeah. i still suck at playing pool. Haha. I prefer to play spot the difference. lol.
Then went to meet Pearlyn! YES SHE MADE ME WALK FOR 40MINS! Haha. SORRY THE SURPRISE U ALL PLANNED DIDNT WORK OUT! ): lol.
YA AND WHY BUY ME BALlOONS! Okay there are quite a lot of things i dislike! ( Balloons! Cartoon related stuffs!( ALthough im still crazy over Huxin and friends) Real Flowers! All the glass or crystal stuuffs for display!) YUPP BUT I STILL APPRECIATE U ALL FOR SPENDING $$ FOR BUYING THE BALLOONS!
But i really liked the DIY sushi set! haha. THANK U! I CAN MAKE SUSHI TO WORK! and i can play it with KohSiewHoon! haha. (: THANK U FRIENDS!
Okay im starting work tmrw! Haha. OKAY FRIENDS! LOOK FOR ME IF U ALL WANT A JOB! (: im working as a Recruit Consultant. Can help u all look for jobs! haha.
6mths. IM WORKING FOR 6mths leh. ): CAN ASK ME OUT FOR DINNER OKAY!
My new Year resolutions!
1) Save $3000 of my 6mths pay!( possible? still have to go Taiwan! )
2) WORK REALLY HARD TO EAN MORE COMMISSION!
3) LOSE WEIGHT. -.- ( lose 5kg in 6mths?)
4) KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ALL MY FRIENDS! (:
5) BOND W MY FAMILY!
6) Plans for my future shop.(:- FOUND 2 PARTNERS YSTD! (:
7) WORK REALLY HARD WHEN I GET INTO UNI! (:
8) BE MORE GIRLY! GAH.
9) BE NICER TO EVERYBODY!
10) CONTROL MY TMEPER!):
11) HAVE A HEALTHY DIET!
12) Learn drawing!
13) Continue w my MuayThai!
14) GO GYMMING OFTEN! (:
15) STOP SPENDING SO MUCH $$! Dont be an impluse shopper!
16) LEARN COOKING!
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