Frankly speaking, i feeel scared about meeting them. Sigh. Eversince i joined RE and stayed there for some time, i started to detest and dread making new friends. Many things happened. People just come and go. You will realise their true colours after some time and finding out soo much and knowing all the scary human nature in a short period of 2 mths made me a coward. YES im sorry i know i will have to face all these when i grow up and go into the working world. But not now please? Im not ready for all that.

Sigh. Okay back to main topic. Actually i haven been looking forward to it. Haven got any good impression of the people from that sch. So yes i know im friendly. But to correct that previous sentence, I used to be friendly and able to make friends easily. I love making friends and communicating with people. But but NOT NOW. Close friends would know that im a cliquey person. So when i form my own clique, i would not bother to expand my clique. I just wanna stay in my comfort zone and stay with people who already understand me and love me.

So yes im not a bit looking forward to it. Maybe im just scared. I dont like people to join my clique and so i fear joining people's clique. K im still in the v childish mindset. But its true. I tend to form v strong emotional bonding with people i know. So its hard to form so many strong bonds at the same time. I think i have more than sufficient friends and i dont even have time for all of them. So so i really dont need/like to make more at this point of time.

Maybe im just tired of making friends. thanks to all the effort i put in to make friends in RE and most of them turn out to be really screwed up( in my opinion). Yes im sorrry to say this. and maybe i just dont like to feel left out?

Whatever it is. I shall handle all that when the time comes.