): ): ): ): ):

Screwed my SMU interview. Sigh. Okay lah. Didnt totally screw it but it wasnt my best performance i guess.

Okay i got this bad feeling that i will end up in NUS fass. Really really cannot imagine doing a degree in Arts. ): And if i dont do well in the first yr, i will end up not doing econs. AND SO WHAT CAN I DO? ): GEOG?!

Whatever. Shall not think about it.

Why am i further and further away from my dreams? ):

Okay the day started off well today and ended in a bad way.

Woke up late. Overslept. Didnt go to meet yan-ning and ash for the meeting. zzz

Did proposal till quite late. Couldnt wake up on time. zzz

My mother was complaining why i step down already still got cca stuffs to do. Aiya. But i just bu fang xin leave it to them ma. We worked hard for 2 years to improve the club. then step down already cant bear to see it fall back to its original place.

I need to meet them soon. But i need time.

Went to cycle today! CYCLED TO CHANGI BEACH! Yes changi beach is my fav place noww! (: Ya i cycled alone! Easier bah. Can cycle at my own pace. Cycled to changi beach and back. And went to try the duahtlon route. Yupp sort of know the route now. Shall go train this sat/sun before work and next week. Yupp i dont want to disappoint myself and i will have to jiayou! (:

my life is soo messsy now cause i dont have time. Not enough time to train for muaythai, not enough time to train for duathlon, not enough time to meet all my friends, not enough time to lie down at changi beach w my mp3, not enough time to visit my ah ma, not enough time to watch tv, not enough time to watch movies): I WANT TO WATCH MOVIE. So many movies i want to watch. but no time and no one to watch w. zzz

I have been exercising a lot recently. a good thing but im eating a lot too! zzz. Monday i went to the gym!! Tues night run. Wed muaythai. today cycling! Im doing a variety of exercises! Haha.

But but but im eating like a pig. Seriously! I ate 1 custard puff, 1 tuna puff, 1 mosburger fries, 1 ham bread, 1 egg bread, ribena, 2 cans of 100plus on wed! Yupp i ate all of them in one day! CRAZY HOR. Yes i know my tummy is growing. But how can i resist food!

Okay im making a bday card now. NEED MATERIALS! Need to go buy next week.

Im so sleepy but if i dont try to start doing the card now i will have no time!!!